Today was so fucking hard. And I'm tired. Everything fucking hurts. My parents think that I'm great, but I'm not. I don't have the energy to do it. I miss Kaia... she was absent today. And I wasn't made aware beforehand. I hate it when my routine is messed with, (autism) and so I was on the verge of a panic attack all day. I couldn't talk to the counselor, and everything hurts so bad. Honestly, all I want is to be able to text Kaia. And that's fucking it. 

Everyone have a good day. I love you so much. 

-Fox ^^