*Thursday*

Jungkook's Pov

I can feel my body being tired yet satiafied as I woke up. Sweat ran down my face and I can feel the wet patch of my shorts as it touches my skin.

She looks so hot. I can still vividly remember the way she glistened. The way it made the most beautiful sounds. The way her lean fingers gave her pleasure. The way she moaned as she came.

My member starts to wake up clearly wanting her. Wanting to be inside her.

I groan as I can't stop thinking about her beautiful body.

"Jungkook had a wet dream!" I heard Jimin hyung screaming by the door.

I groaned in annoyance this time.

"Hyung." I called out as I stood up. My wet patch clearly visible to anyone. Where's my blancket when I need it?

I sigh as I looked at Jimin hyung who is smirking. "Say it louder, I don't think the neigbbours heard you." I said with sarcasm dripping my voice.

His smirk intestified making my eyes widen.

"JUNGKOOK HAD A-"

I quickly ran from my bad and covered his mouth.

"Shut up hyung." I hissed.

Just then we heard Jin hgung calling from downstairs.

"Did something happen to Jungkook?"

I glare at Jimin as I replied. "Nothing happened hyung. I'm okay."

He shouted back an okay which made me sigh out in relief.

I still had my hand on Jimin's hyung mouth. I can feel him smirk again as he licked my hand.

"Erck!" I scream as I took my hand away from him.

I look at him to see that his face is scrunched up with distaste.

I couldn't hold in my smirk as I figured what just happened.

I slowly walk towards him, making him look at me. His eyes widened as he slowly took steps away from me until his back hit the wall. I leaned in closer while keeping a hand right next his head on the wall.

"You know hyung. I didn't have a wet dream. I jerked off. Using this." I said as I lifted my hand that Jimin hyung licked in between us.

I leaned in closer to his ear to whisper. "You just tasted my cum."

I heard his sharp intake of breath. I moved away while smirking to see that he is blushing and was breathing hard.

I frown as my smile dropped and I looked at him confused.

"Hyun-"

"Nothing Kook." He whispered. His voice slightly rough.

I moved away from him to enter my room figuring that it might actually be nothing. He started to walk away as well.

But I heard him whisper "Damn it! Calm down you stupid heart." But I'm not sure if I heard it right.

Shrugging, I ignored it as I went to get ready.

~~~~~~

I was arounsed to say the least. Every where I looked I could see her. EVERYWHERE.

Am I falling for her?

Nope. You are lusting over her. I have to admit that she looked perfect last night. She literally took my breath away. Her moans were like honey to my ears.

I'm not falling for her. This is purely lust.

I mean who wouldn't want a girl like her after seeing what I saw last night?

I scrowl. But I don't want anyone else to see her in that state. Ever!

Again, I'm not falling for her.

This is lust. That's it!

I was not even concentrating on what I was eating that I accidenly ate a chilli that Jin hyung put in my spoon. That was while I was eating cereal.

"Arghhh!!!!" I sput it out running to the sink to wash my mouth.

I can hear Jin hyung windshield wiper laugh.

"Where the hell were you?" He asked in between laughs.

I scoffed without answering before taking the cereal bowl that now has a chilli, to throw away.

He grabbed my hand as I was going to put the bowl away. "Jungkook."

The laugh all gone, he now looked serious. "I know you think that you are hiding something really well. But you're wrong. We know you more than that. I know you more than you would ever imagine. So I know you are hiding something. I won't push you to tell it to me. But just know that if you ever wanna talk. I'm always there by your side."

I smile. I know he will be there for me. He always will. They all will. "Don't worry hyung. You're the first person I would always come to."

He gives me a pat on my butt before we both go get ready to go to work.

Jimin hyung was slightly awkward with me throughout the car ride. I had no idea why. I tried joking with him but he didn't even laugh at anything. Even his smiles didn't make his eyes go into tiny moon crescents like they usually do.

Does it have something to do with what happened in the morning? Why is he worried about that though? Nothing much happened. We have teased each other for the longest time.

I was worried about him and was just thinking about anything specifically wrong that I did wrong to him as I entered into my room.

But I stopped in my track when I saw a girl standing by my desk. Her back was to me. She turned around hearing the door close as I entered the room.

I looked at her face to see that she has plump rosy cheeks. Her lipstick so red taking all the attention. Her white blouse with the red pencil skirt made me immediately think about Y/n last night.

Just the simple thought about Y/n made my member stand up.

I'm not falling for her. Right?

I'm still standing by the door as she clears her throat. "Good morning sir. I'm hoseok-shi's assistant. I came here to get your signature on this file." She said.

I couldn't concentrate on anything she was saying as I imagined about Y/n. She is all over my head.

I walked closer to her. I saw her take small steps away from me but I didn't care. I didn't stop walking until her back hit the table.

"S-sir?" She stuttered.

"Hmm?" I asked. My voice deep with lust. I don't know what I want. Do I want to do it with her? Or do I want Y/n?

"Is somet-thing wrong?"

I don't know if I would ever be able to do anything with Y/n. And right now, I'm horny. I just want it out of my system.

I grabbed her chin in my hand and lift her face upto meet mine. "Yes. You wore something you shouldn't have worn today." I said answering her question.

With that I pressed my lips to hers. The kiss wasn't passionaly. It was hungry. The hunger that I have been feeling ever since I woke up today. I bit her mouth a little hard to make her gasp which she did.

I slid my tongue in quickly, kissing her more deeply. I lifted her up and made her sit on the table and placed myself in between her legs.

I started removing her blouse and after I finished unbuttoning it, I removed it completely and threw it away from us.

Her hands started to roam my body but for some reason, I stopped her hands. Removing my tie, I wrapped it on her wrists binding them together behind her back, all the while kissing her.

She started to move towards my neck but I pulled away from her stopping her from marking me.

I then slid her skirt off. I pulled back slightly to look at her now exposed body.

Y/n looks prettier. Innocent and hot. Both at the same time. While this girl looks... nothing compared to Y/n.

I touched her thighs to spread them apart. She leaned back on the tableand lie down, making her be in the position Y/n was last night in front of me.

I lightly touched her core after moving her panty to the side.

She is already wet.

I started removing my belt followed by my pants to free my member. It sprung up with glee. I slowly pumped myself before holding from her waist and dragging her closer to me.

Without waiting even for a second, I pushed myself into her. I started thrusting in her without even letting her adjust to me.

I didn't care. It isn't Y/n. I just want to have sex.

She started moaning loudly as I pounded hard into her.

"Ohh y-yesss!!!! Ahhhhh!" Her loud moans didn't turn me on.

No. No. You shouldn't be here. Not now.

Y/n's small muffled moans ringing in my ear as I did it another woman made myself throb.

I closed my eyes as I was thrusting in her hard. My closed eyes flashed many scenes of Y/n.

Even her having dinner with her brother looking beautiful.

Her serving coffee.

Her studying.

With my thoughts filled with the girl I really wanted to be with, I didn't dare speak a word. Not even moan.

She is all I could think about. She is who I want. Her moans are what I wanna respond to.

Y/n. I'm sorry.

"Ahh fuck. I-I'm gonna c-cum." She says.

Thank god. I wanted this to end quickly.

I thrust harder feeling my high coming closer as well.

She came soon screaming and moaning in pleasure.

I thrusted more reaching my high. As imagines of Y/n flashed through my mind, I couldn't help but scream out. "Y/n!"

I pulled out and came all over her stomach. After pumping to let all the cum out. I wiped myself with a tissue. Got some to give the girl who is breathing heavily, still sprawled on my desk.

"Get up and clean yourself." I said.

She stood up from the desk. I removed my tie from around her wrists. She grabbed the tissues as she cleaned herself and started dressing up.

I threw the tie to the bin. I washed my hands in the bathroom and came around the table to sit on my chair.

I could see her looking at me as she got dressed.

"That was so go-" She started. But I didn't wanna hear it. I didn't want to ever hear anything about this.

"I will send this file after reading it to you by the afternoon." I didn't look up from the file as I said it.

She was standing there even after getting dressed.

"You can leave now." I said.

"Whose Y/n?"

I shook my head. "None of your business."

"You fucked me thinking about her!?" She asked raising her voice slightly.

I can't blame her for being angry. I basically just used her. But I don't really care as well.

"Yes. Now leave."

She came around the table and grabbed the front of my shirt, pulled me towards her to kiss me hard.

I pushed her away slightly making sure that she won't fall from the push. I stood up quickly and went towards the window. Once I was sure she wouldn't come running to me again, I turned to look at her.

"What do you want?" I asked, my voice stern.

"I want you Jungkookah." She said. Her voice getting that fake posh girl accent or whatever it is called.

I sighed. Didn't think she was going to be one of "those girls." If I had known, I would have just solved my problem by myself.

"You're fired. Take your things and go before evening." I said with no emotions.

She looked surprised but then she recovered quickly.

"I don't care. I ran out of guys here anyways. You were the last one baby."

With that she went out of my office room.

I scrunch up my face in disgust. Ew. Can't believe I fucked her.

I held my head as a headache ripped through me. I soon fell down on to the floor on my knees.

What have I done?

Guilt started clouding my mind as I remebered what I felt.

How I felt her in the room.

She came here. She was here while I was still inside that bitch. I wanted to stop. I really did. But... I couldn't.

Why didn't I stop?

I shouldn't have done that.

Did I hurt her? Or did she not even care?

Was it even her who I felt?

If she was here and she saw me, please don't misunderstand.

I hope you forgive me.

But I know she won't forgive me because she was only here till the moment that bitch came. She wasn't here when I came screaming her name.

Y/n

I'm sorry.

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My mind is clouded. I couldn't think straight. I couldn't concentrate. I couldn't even look at someone else without thinking about y/n.

Guilt.

Guilt in an annoying thing.

I can't stop myself from imagine what she must have felt.

Did she even care?

I groan. Why is it so complicated???

"Hey buddy."

I look up to see Jimin hyung coming in.

I put my head back in my hands.

"What happened Jungkookah? Why did you fire Kiyeoung?"

Kiyeoung might be that girl from today morning.

"Just..." I didn't have any reasons to say.

"Also for some reason, she was extremely happy." He says. His voice filled with curiosity.

I groan again.

"I had sex with her hyung." I said without looking up.

I saw his face show hurt before it went in the blink of an eye. Then he burst out laughing. "I thought I was gonna get in her pants. But you beat me to it."

I groan yet again.

"Why aren't you happy about it Kook?" He recovered from the laugh and asked with concern.

"Because... I feel like I cheated." I whispered.

"Who did you cheat?"

"Y/-" I stop. He doesn't know her. I don't even know her.

Maybe I'm over reacting. She might not even be the one who saw me.

That's right. No one must have seen me.

She is just my imagination. The girl in my dreams.

I look up to see Jimin hyung looking at me with concern.

I smile. "Nothing hyung. I'm fine. It was a mistake to do that with that bitch. But what's done is done. I'm okay." I smile again in reassuarance.

He looked as of he didn't believe me but soon shook his head. "Just know we are here to talk whenever you need us."

"I know hyung."

After awhile of just talking, he went back. I started catching upto all the work I didn't do today.

Even though I made up my mind about it. She was contantly there. Taking up my thiughts.

But I like thinking about her.

~~~~~~~

We enter the house to hear a sudden crash.

We both looked at each other before rushing to the kitchen, where the sound came from.

Namjoon hyung was slightly smiling while Jin hyung looks exasperated.

"What happened?" I took the chance to break the silence.

"What happened?!" Jin hyung scoffed. "I'll tell you what happened. HE happened!!!" He pointed at anamjoon hyung who just shrugged.

I look at the floor to see a bowl shattered.

"Uh... What happened again?" I asked again.

"He broke it!" Jin hyung said pointing at Namjoon who looked surprised.

"What? How did I break it!? It was in your hands."

"But you punched me!"

"That's cause I was laughing. I didn't punch you hyung. I slightly pushed you."

"Exactly. Why did you laugh!? You pushing me was what made the bowl slip from my hands."

"Hyung. You made a dad joke."

Jin hyung then started laughing. "Ahh right! That was a really fun joke." He then turned to us. "Do you want to listen?"

"Nope!" Me and Jimin hyung both said as we exited the kitchen. We heard Jin hyung scolding us as we went upstairs.

I went into my room and had a quick wash.

I decided to pass my time with watching a drama so I was sprawled on the bed staring at my leptop.

The drama was really interesting that I watched episode after episode without even pausing.

•••••••

I opened my eyes.

Oh. I fell asleep?

I heard sniffing which made me look towards the bed.

She is sprawl on the bed with the blanket convering her like a burrito.

I walk towards the front where she is facing.

Her face is red with swollen eyes which I'm pretty sure happened after crying.

My heart clenched seeing her tears run down one after the other. She looks so weak and pale. I wonder if she ate anything at all today.

I tried to sit on the bed but seeing as I go through it, I sit down on the floor right in front of her.

She lifts her face. Her beautiful yet moist eyes scan the area in front of her.

Does she sense me now?

I wanna tell her that I'm here. But how??

She sniffs again and clears her throat. "Jungkook?"

My heart skipped a beat hearing her say my name. So she does see me. I smile and nod. Even though she can't see me.

I'm so happy.

She sees me too!

"Why did....-" She stops.

"Are you even here?" She whispers. "Or am I talking to myself now?"

"I'm here baby." I whisper. Tears come to my eyes now seeing as how she is still crying.

"If you are here, then that means we see each other. I see you too when I sleep. If it's not you that I sense now but someone else, then....." she drags it.

"Then I'm sorry for calling you jungkook."

I smile. Even if she is basically just talking to herself, she is being polite.

"I know we haven't met, talked or anything yet and I also don't even know you, Jungkook. But somehow I feel connected to you. We must be connected or we wouldn't be dreaming about each other right? But... I don't even know if you actually dream about me. Arghhh! Why is it confusing!?"

She groans as more tears spill from her eyes.

"I might be no one to you Jungkook. I'm sorry. But... what I saw last night broke me." She whispers.

My heart shattered. She saw me. She saw me with that bitch.

"I might just be crazy to like a guy in my dreams. I don't even know if he is real. Why do I even like him? I've only seen you like what 3 times??" She laughs heartlessly.

"Maybe I'm just crazy to think that I've finally found the person I was looking for. I don't even know you. How can I like you?"

It seems like she is confused and is having internal struggle on what to believe.

Her minds trying to reason out but her heart is stubborn.

She scoffs at herself. "I'm such an idiot to think that you will like me back. I'm a nobody. I don't even look good or even have a good personality. No one likes me anyways." Her tears spill.

I wish I could hug her and tell her that she is wrong.

That I like her.

I do. I really do like her.

She came in my dreams. She is my girl. I won't let anyone take her away from me.

My tears cover my eyes as I look at her.

"No one would like me anyways. Who would wanna like a girl talking and crying to herself over a guy she dreams about?" She laughs. Her heartless tone pinching my heart.

I do.

"So Jungkook, I came to a decision. Even though I like you. I plan to let you go. I'll see you in my dreams. I'm sorry if it makes you unconfortable. I'll try to stop it someway. And.... I won't let my feeling grow anymore."

No. Don't do that. Please.

I want you.

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Hello!!

So my mind seriously ran out if things to say in the A/N so I will just finish it now.

Hehe:)

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