*Sunday*

Jungkook's Pov

"Yes sir, the flight is in the evening." I said as her father asked me whether the flight was today.

"I'm gonna miss you." Mark said with a pout.

"I'm gonna miss you too buddy." I said while ruffling his hair making him giggle like a puppy. "Oh by the way, I ordered a small present to reach here in a week. Look forward to it." I said making him widen his eyes.

"You got me a gift?" His eyes twinkled with hope.

"Yea."

He leaped into the air with happiness after hugging me tight, sideways and ran from us while thanking at the top of his lungs. I couldn't help but chuckle seeing his excitement.

I then looked down at the Koala hanging onto me like her life depended on it.

"Baby?" I called out. She snuggled closer into me, her hold tightening.

Her legs were wrapped around my waist, her arms around around my neck as she held on.

To my surprise, she isn't even moving down my body as I'm not holding her with my hands.

Trust me, I was holding her the first few minutes. Now it's been 10 minutes and she hasn't unlatched from me.

"Dauntgmow." I heard her mumble.

"What?" I couldn't hide my happiness at hearing her tiny mumble.

She pulled her head away from my chest and looked at me. Her eyes brimming with tears. "Don't go."

"I have to go but I will be back?" I suggested.

She pouted and buried her face again. "But I won't let you go."

"I can see you when we sleep Princess. We can see each other."

"But it's not the same. It's never the same like holding you in my arms." She said.

It honestly isn't the same. This feeling of being with her can't match upto anything else. This is pure bliss.

"But we gotta be happy at least we have that. Right?" I asked.

She nodded into me and hung on again. It seems she doesn't have any intention to leave me anytime soon.

I don't mind having her like this though. She is cute and tiny.

"Y/n, let the boy go. You are giving him a back pain like this." Her mom scolded her as she made way to us from the kitchen. Her father following her right behind.

Y/n mumbled a no.

After saying good byes to the parents and a sulking Mark, I carried Y/n to the taxi that we called. Finally letting me go after 20 minutes, we got in to go to the hotel. She is now stuck tightly to my side.

Since we had all the luggages already packed, we all gathered in one room to hang out until the time we are suppose to go.

Y/n didn't let me go even for a single second. There was always at least a small part of our skin touching.

I found it really endearing. I might appear strong and okay with the fact that I'm going but trust me, I'm breaking on the inside. But I can't show that this is equally hard on me because that might upset her more.

I don't want to go. I want to stay here with her all the time for as long as I live.

Not being able to see her beautiful face when I wake up. Not being able to hear her giggle throughout the day. Not being able to make her moan under me, for who knows how long. When will I be able to come here again?

When will I see her again?

Will our dreams be different? Like will we be able to see each other?

We didn't dream of each other when we slept together. Instead of that, we saw normal dreams like every other person. Random thoughts came into action when we slept together.

I really hope we still have our special ability. If it's not there anymore, I'm moving my ass here or taking her there. Whatever works.

I don't want to live without her.

~~~~~~~

"Call me when you get on the plane. Call me as soon as you land. Tell me when you get home. Say hi to the hyungs for me. Take a good rest on the plane. Eat-"

"Will you stop!? Gosh! You have been like a broken recorder on repeat for the past 30 minutes!" Suga hyung scolded Y/n making the latter glare at him.

Y/n let go of my body for the first time in so many hours of holding me and walked closer to Suga hyung.

"If there's even a small scratch on his body or if he is even a little injured, I'm going to hunt you down and feed you to cats. Do you get me Mr. Min Yoongi?" Y/n whispered through gritted teeth.

Suga hyung scoffed. "Jin hyung said the same thing to me. Except the cats part." He glared at Y/n. "You are a devil."

"You haven't even seen me be a devil. So don't you dare try me." She said again with a challenge.

"Guy stop. She is a devil, I know that first hand so it's best not to anger her." Mina said with an eye roll.

"And she is related to Jin hyung." Jimin hyung mumbled being next to me.

"I thought that too." I mumbled back watching how she glared at the unconcerned Suga hyung.

I pulled Y/n to the side, away from the rest and held her from her waist making sure that her eyes would only focus on me.

"I will be safe Princess. Don't worry. And I will call you every step of the way there and even after." I reassured her.

She sighed. "I don't want to watch you go. Even the thought just break my heart."

"I know. I don't want to go as well."

"Why can't you stay another week?" She asked eith a tiny pout.

"Because then in another week we have to go through the same thing we are going through now. No matter when I go, it will be the same baby." I pointed out.

"But I get to spend one more week with you."

"That's true. But we both know this is inevitable." I mumbled as I pulled her in for a hug. I heard her sniffle as I held her.

The warmth that I'm gonna miss, I want to cherish this feeling and carve it into my soul so that I can feel it. I want to feel it all the time.

"Come on buddy." Suga hyung called out. "It's time to go."

We reluctantly pulled apart after sharing a deep promising kiss and made our way to the rest of the gang.

Y/n let go of me and went to Jimin hyung to hug.

"I'm going to miss you." She mumbled.

"Me more than you. I can't even see you." He said then.

After they let go if was Suga hyung left.

"Come here little rabbit." Suga hyung said amd pulled her in for a hug.

"You are a soft badass aren't you?" Y/n asked.

"I'm mean to jerks but soft to those I love." Suga said and ruffled her hair. "And you are my sister."

My heart spread warmth all over as I uwued at the words he said. It indicated that he loves her like a sister. It means the world to me.

I hugged Mina as well and then kept on hugging Y/n without letting her go until we really had to.

Moving through the door while gazing back every now and then to catch her face one more time, we made our way to the other side of the door.

I can't see her face no matter how many times I look anymore.

We went on with the boarding and got on the plane.

I called Y/n briefly at the plane. She was on the way home while Mina was blasting songs loudly in the radio. We quickly muttered our byes before ending the call cause Mina started to sing loudly.

"You can stop your act now." Jimin hyung said from the seat next to mine. Suga hyung who is on his other side is already sleeping.

I raised my eyebrow. "What do you mean hyung?"

"I mean, let you feel the pain Kook. You have been hiding it behind all day today. Even while she cried, you held it in. I'm telling you to let the tears out." He said softly.

I sighed. "How did you know?"

"The way you bit your lip and eyes darting eyewhere to prevent tears, gave it away. I know everything about you Koo. We all do. Just like how you know me."

Thanking him for his thoughtful words we settled down again and I stared out the window at the moving city below us.

Tears filled my eyes and I let them fall this time.

Until next time.

~~~~~~~

"Hey guys!!" We were greeted as soon as we came out of the airport and got engulfed in a group hug as all of us reunited after a week.

We really missed each other so much.

Catching upto everything, we made our way home and after freshening up we gathered in the living room.

"So I heard you got the approval of her father." Namjoon hyung started. "Tell me how that happened."

Reciting that story with great details, everyone was so engrossed in it. Even the usually dozing Suga. He and Jimin hyung already know what happened yet they listened all over again. 

"So now the threat of Seth is gone?" V hyung asked.

"Yea it might go. He won't be able to come to close to Y/n for a long long time." I said with a nod.

"His father yeeted his sorry ass to the police!" V hyung exclaimed.

They all cheered and exclaimed like they won a lottery.

"So Namjoonie. Don't you have something to say?" Jin hyung asked with a smirk making Hobi hyung as well as V hyung to follow the same expression.

Namjoon hyung sighed. "Ahh I actually do. I-"

"HE GOT HIMSELF A DATE!" V hyung bursted out unable to hold it in anymore.

"Ooohh spicy. Who is it?" Jimin hyung asked while wiggling closer towards Namjoon hyung. He looked like an excited puppy looking at his owner for a treat.

"Secretary." He mumbled.

"Wow Namjoon. Didn't take you for a guy to have a girlfriend during work hours." Suga hyung said.

"That's what I said! No wonder he always ran to go to work even during sundays." Hobi hyung said.

"I didn't go on sundays." Joon hyung mumbled making Jin hyung scoff.

"You even asked me to cook you a grand meal and send it to you because you had a date with her." He remarked.

"I was trying to be a romantic."

"You made me use my employee discount to buy a whole collection of the most expensive perfumes we sell and gifted it to her." V hyung said then.

"You made me be your driver for when you took her to the date." Hobi hyung pointed out.

"That all happened on a Sunday where we were suppose to rest." Jin hyung further pointed out.

"I was sent to work on my day off to get your gift waking me up early in the morning. On a sunday! My day off."

"I- well I was actually free so I decided to help Joonie." Hobi hyung said.

"So wait." I said lifting my hands up in confusion. "He cooked the dinner," I said pointing at Jin hyung. "And he got the gift," this time at V hyung who nodded eagerly at me. "And he drove you there." Hobi hyung nodded. My finger finally landed at Namjoon hyung. "Well what did he do?"

"Probably rail the girl." Suga hyung scoffed. We all laughed as Namjoon hyung started blushing a deep shade of red.

"You guys have been busy without us." Jimin hyung said while chuckling.

"He kept us busy with his many dates." V hyung said pouting.

"And he kept us awake with her screams. Seriously how hard do you go?" Suga hyung then said pointing at me.

I lifted my hands in defense. "I like to hear her."

"Yes. Honestly it's the best feeling. Knowing that you are the reason why she is screaming in pleasure." Namjoon hyung sided with me.

"But it's literal pain to us." Hobi hyung said.

"Yes. Broken my ear." Jimin hyung pointed out.

Rm hyung smirked making me smirk as well.

"You single asses would never know the pleasure you get with the person you love." Namjoon hyung said.

"That's right. Nothing can compare to that."

"Oh now when you have a girl, everything else looks dull to you?" Jin hyung mocked.

"Yea. Let's go out guys. Going out and hooking up with random hot chicks has it's own pleasure." V hyung said.

The 5 of them got up and left us while muttering how we lost the chance to enjoy tonight.

I looked at Namjoon hyung then. "So it seems, it's just the 2 of us for dinner tonight." I said.

He gave me a sheepish smile. "Actually just you. I got a date."

"What? But you can't leave me alone in the house. All by myself." I whined.

"Sorry buddy. Be a big boy and stay okay?" He said while patting my head as he left to go to his room.

I was scrolling through the phone when they all came downstairs dressed, ready to go enjoy the night.

"Awww our Jungkookie will be alone when we go." Hobi hyung said mockingly.

"Awww too bad. Having a girlfriend makes him stay at home while we enjoy." V hyung said then.

"I don't mind it actually. Tomorrow morning, let's see how many of you regret tonight." I said with a smirk.

We always regret it in the morning. No matter how fun the night was, doing it with a random girl was always a little regretful. Specially when you realize how there's a possibility that the girl could develop feeling when you don't. We've had many incidents where that happened. We just feel sad for the girl cause it's one sided.

They all chanted how they won't, making me and Namjoon hyung chuckle.

They soon left leaving the place empty and silent. I stared at the closed door, hoping someone would come in changing their mind but it remained shut.

I miss everyone.

"Miss me?"

No.

"How did you get in?" I asked with a sigh.

"Remember when I haked into V's brain"

"Ahh that." I said with zero interest.

"Yea. Genius right?"

I rolled my eyes. I didn't look up around me to see where he is but I know he is behind me.

"So you went on a little trip didn't you?" He asked.

That hit the nerve as my heart started beating faster. Did he spy on me while I was with Y/n?

"Ahh yes. You little toy is beautiful by the way." He then said.

"Don't you dare-"

"What? Touch her? See her?" He asked me. I watched him as he came and sat down in the chair in front of me.

He leaned back in the chair while smirking. His hands resting behind his head.

"What makes you think I wouldn't try to make her mine? Because she is suddenly yours?" He asked me then.

"What?"

"She was mine before she was yours. So I want what belongs to me." He said.

His eyes changed to shadow unspoken remorse and hate.

"How was she ever yours? You don't even know her!" I exclaimed.

He gave a leaugh. "I always wonder why you don't remember shit of our childhood. But my dear brother, this isn't the first time we have known her."

"What do you mean? How do we know her?" Her father also mentioned how he knows my childhood better than me.

Why is no one telling me what exactly happened?

"Curious to know? Then find it out yourself." He said.

He leaned in closer towards me while resting his hands on his knees.

"I changed my aim baby brother. I don't want your company and neither do I want dad's." His smirk intestified.

My blood boiled hearing the next words as he whispered with confidence.

"I want Y/n."

I stood up in an instant and grabbed his by the collar to pull him up with me.

"Don't you dare touch her. Not even a single hair. Don't even appear in front of her. Don't-"

"What? Are you gonna stop me this time too with your little gang on stupid hiding mafias and bombing my door?" He asked as we glared at each others eyes.

"Just don't. Please." I begged. My heart felt heavy.

"Don't what?"

I remained silent as I had no idea what I wanted to say. I don't want him to hurt my family anymore. I don't want him to hurt my girl. I don't want him to ruin my life.

"Don't make me hate you. Please." I muttered finally.

His eyes faltered at my words. Confusion flashed through his eyes.

I continued. "I never hated you. That night? You didn't shoot but I did. I took the first bullet. I always hated myself for that. The fact that the first person I shot was you makes me hate myself. I could never hate you for my own mistake. I'm sorry. But please... stop. I'm tired now. I don't want to fight with my own brother."

I don't know if everything I said was genuine or not. But I really want all this to stop.

"You have your stupid hyungs so why do you need me?" He asked with a raise in his voice. But his eyes held a little... hope?

"Because you were my hyung before them. No matter what, we share the same blood. I just don't want to fight you anymore. Please stop hyung." I begged with all my emotions.

I don't want this anymore. This stupid pointless fight of ownership.

He pushed me away from him making me hit against wall and fall down. Blood oozed out of the wound on my forehead.

"You don't get to call me hyung! Now when I finally have your girl at the deal, you want me to be your hyung? Where was this affection when I was asking for your company? Huh? You always assumed that I killed our parents when you don't even fucking know what the hell happaned that  night after you shot! You were a coward whining that you shot without even caring about who got injured by your bullet." He came closer to me and leaned down to get closer to my level as I stayed lying down on the ground.

"I remember your words exactly as you said it. "You're the reason I'm in this life. Killing people to save those I love. And I fucking hate you for that." How is it my fault when you pulled the trigger yourself?" He asked with a lowered voice.

I gulped and stayed without moving. I was still on the floor in the same way as I fell. Blood was dripping from my wound to the floor and onto my shirt making it all appear red.

"I wouldn't have pulled the trigger if you didn't provoke me." I pointed out.

He broke into a dreadful smile. "Let me enlighten you about what happened that night. I will give you a hint that I know would keep you awake at night."

He held me from my chin and pulled me closer making only a few inches to remain between our faces.

"I only have 2 gun shot scars in my body. One from my own mafia boss. The other from that bitch Y/n. But I've got none from you.

So who exactly did you shoot that night?"

~~~~~~~

I was still on the floor even after he left me. He went right through the main door with a deadfully sarcastic laugh.

I didn't have what's needed to get up from here anymore. My mind was a daze and it's everywhere.

Who did I shoot? If Jungsoo doesn't have a wound from me then who actually got shot?

I remember dad was next to him as I had my gun aimed at Jungsoo. I remember mom was a little away. Even though my hands shook so hard, it was pointing at him for sure.

I would never point my gun at dad or mom.

But I should never have pointed my gun at my brother too.

But I closed my eyes when I pulled the trigger. I closed all sounds as I fell down after shooting.

I got beaten up by someone too. Dad would never hit me like that right? He is a good person. Never once did he hit us even when we faught. why would he hit me then?

Was it Jungsoo who hit me? Was it mom?

Did I really shoot dad?

NO. no. I can't shoot him. I didn't kill him. No.

Nooooo!!

"Jungkook?? JUNGKOOK!" I heard a voice call out and the surprised faces of hyungs came into view.

Hobi hyung ran to me and crouched down while Jin hyung went to grab something.

"What happened? Why did you scream?" Hobi hyung asked.

I screamed out loud?

I kept silent. Why did I scream? After nearly 13 years of the incident, thinking that my brother killed my parents when it was me who actually did.

I am a monster more than my brother.

Tears well my eyes.

No. I didn't kill him. I couldn't have.

I did not kill my father from the first ever bullet I have ever shot.

"Hey hey. Calm down." I heard a calmer voice asking me. I looked to see Jin hyung smiling at me softly and reassuringly.

"Jung-" Someone started but was silenced by Jin hyung as he shushed everyone.

The whole place became silent as Jin hyung tended to my wounds.

I was lost in my thoughts debating on whether to tell them or not.

Will they see me differently now that I am someone who killed my own father? Did I even kill him?

How can I believe Jungsoo?

"H-hyung?" I called out in a weak voice. My own voice coming hoarse.

"Yes buddy?" Jin hyung called.

"Jungsoo came."

"What did he say?"

"That... I... that he.... I might have.... I mean.... I shot... He didn't... I-"

"Koo. Calm down. We have time to listen so you just take a moment to calm down." Suga hyung stated as he bend down to be at my level from the other side of Jin hyung. "Just remember Jungsoo is manipulative. He might just said anything that would hit the nerve."

I nodded. Willing my thoughts to gather at one place, I took a deep breath calming myself.

"Jungsoo... He said that he doesn't want the companies anymore. He wants Y/n. And he also said that I... I might have been the one to k-kill... my dad." I whispered the last part.

Their faces mirrors surprise although they hid it. They asked me to explain everything he said and I did. We moved to the sofa.

Namjoon hyung soon came and we all got into talking.

"There's no one else who knows what happened that night except Jungsoo. He knows that. So he might use it for his advantage." Namjoon hyung said.

"About Y/n?" Jimin hyung asked.

"We will protect her somehow." Namjoon hyung confirmed.

"I have a guy working in that country. I contacted him already and told him to keep an eye on her. If any danger is to happen, she must come out of it safe no mattter what. We will get daily reports." Hobi hyung said.

"Are you still in contact with the underworld?" Suga hyung asked with a raised eyebrow.

"No. He is a friend that needed me recently. That how I got his information."

"I'll tell y/n." I said.

"Do whatever you feel like the best. She is a strong girl, so I'm sure she will be able to handle a threat to her life."

"Hopefully. But Jungsoo might also aim her family." V hyung pointed out.

"Yes. And that's why we need to bring Y/n here and keep her with us." Namjoon hyung said to which the oyhers agreed.

If she is with at least one of us all the time, we would be able to protect her.

"I'll talk with Y/n and her parents. They also know about Jungsoo. I'll let them know about what's going on and try to get answers... about that night.

"Okay do that." Jin hyung said.

"But can Y/n come here?" Hobi hyung asked.

"She has an exam in 3 months that she already missed once. So she won't be able to until it's over I think." I stated remembering how she kept on saying that she hated the exam.

"Then we will try everything to keep her safe there as if it is us there protecting her." Namjoon hyung said. "I will never let anyone hurt my family anymore. And now that includes Y/n too."

We all agreed with Namjoon hyung's words.

"And your girlfriend?" Hobi hyung asked with a smirk.

The whole serious moment broken as if a shattering glass. We all couldn't help but smirk.

"She still has to meet you guys and get your approval. After that, it will include her too." He pointed out with a little hint of a blush.

"What if we don't approve?" V hyung asked jokingly.

"Guys, please don't do that." He whined exasperatedly.

We burst out laughing.

~~~~~~~

Hello!

When one threat is yeeted to jail, another comes to it's place. What do you guys think about what Jungsoo said? And about what happened that night?

Can we trust Jungsoo to believe that maybe Jungkook was the one who killed their father?

But then what happened to his mother?

I really hope you guys are enjoying the story. If it is getting boring, do let me know!

Thank you for all the support.

Love you guys with all the cells in my body.

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