A month went by filled with nothing but sadness. Today is FINALLY my moving day. And yes, I'm actually looking forward to it because the life I'm living in is no better. My friends are not at all happy around me, dramas keep happening between JB, Got7 and me, Eun Ha and JB dating,...

Maybe if I move, everything will get better. Maybe I'll be able to start all over. I'll definitely miss my friends, but what's the point? They're involved in so many drama in their friendship right now because of me. I hate that.

I packed everything up from yesterday. My flight will be at 10:30. My friends all volunteer to take me to the airport. I know for sure that Hwayoung and Chunhee will cry. Got7 will just be chilled though they're sad.

My parents left already a week ago, they have businesses to take care of. This is not the first time I've been to the airport and travel all alone.

They gather at my house at 8 and help me with my luggage. We head to the airport in a small van, Junior is our driver. The whole ride was quiet, everyone looks depressed.

I check-in my luggage and hang out with them right outside the airport since I have a lot of time left. We talk and try to lighten up the mood.

"Yah Felia, when you go there, introduce me to a cute white guy eh? Help your unnie here arasseo?" Junior puts his arm over my shoulder and acts gay. We had a small laugh. But at least we laughed.

It's time to go in. I hug and say goodbye o every each of them and go in. Hwayoung and Chunhee starts crying. I turn around and head to the gate trying my best not to cry. It's not like if I cry I will get to stay or bring them with me. My heart aches.

Suddenly I feel a peck on my cheeks and a back hug.

"Have a safe trip, Felia. I'll miss you."

It was Mark.

I could hear the whispering from my back.

"Mwo ya??!!"

"Mark..."

"Seolma... He likes Felia too?"

I stood there freezing. I don't know what to do. Did Mark see me in this way the whole time? But I only see him as a brother, a friend. I don't those kinds of feelings for him.

He lets go and I just forcefully smile at him

"Thanks Mark. I'll miss you too."

What is actually going on? Does he like me? I'm so confused!

I walk in, half of my heart feels sad and the other half feels... Weird. I'm not sure what that kiss meant. Does he see me this way the whole time? And when things get messed up between me and JB he finally reveals his true feelings?

I walked for a long while to get to my gate, people are starting to come and wait here, half of the room is filled. I manage to find myself an empty seat at the corner. I don't want anyone to see my depressed looking face, they'll think it is bad luck.

I sit at the bench, staring at the floor thinking.

Did JB even come?

I know it sounds impossible but did he?

<JB's POV>

I came.

But I didn't show up. What's the point of showing up after I built up this whole drama thing? Felia would have think I still have feelings for her, I still do, but I can't let her know that.

Her heart would ache much more if she knows I still have feelings for her, that she has to marry another guy.

Is this really the end of our relationship? Or even maybe our friendship? Something that I treasure so much?

I watch her walk away, into the door.

No! She can't.

No! She's not leaving.

My legs suddenly start moving and run toward her. But they stop all of a sudden.

I saw something I shouldn't have see.

Mark gives Felia a peck. Who was supposed to be me. I stop, watching Mark and Felia as my heart breaks a little by a little inside. Is this what it feels like? Dying?

Mark likes Felia, I know this, not too long ago. I could tell on how he always acts so different around Felia and would get a bit annoyed when I talk about me and Felia.

I know I should find a way to keep Felia, but to Mark, I can't do that. His ex-girlfriend, they were dating for 3 years and almost unbreakable. Until she fell for me and they ended their beautiful 3 years relationship. Mark was so down and sad that I felt like I owe him something too huge. After that last relationship, he doesn't even look at girls. Now that he finally likes someone, it would be too cruel for me to steal her too. Though Felia is so precious to me, I can't seem to do that. I'd rather get my heart broken this time than let Mak suffers the same thing all over again.

Though I know that she's getting marry and it won't change even if me and Felia broke up and Mark would have his chance. Still, I think it would still be better than seeing Felia likes a guy who steals his ex-girlfriend.

Tears drop on my sneakers, clears away a piece of dust on my sneakers. I look up from the ground, catch one more glimpse of her. She's getting smaller and smaller until she disappears into the crowd.

My plan worked perfectly. She hates me and Mark and her got closer. Well done, JB.