Can I call it heart break,
If I can't remember how it felt?
The love I felt, hidden away,
When it was told,
I made a mistake.

Can I call you a past soul mate,
If we were only friends?
But with the pain I felt at the end,
I would rather feel it again,
Then to lose you forever.

Could I have called you best friend,
When near the end,
We never said many words?
We were pushed apart,
But before that,
You chose a lot of time with them,
And almost none with me.

Should I have called you support,
When you were the reason I was down?
I tried to fix it,
But it felt like I almost drowned.
You never tried to hard to understand,
But I still felt as if my hand,
Was holding on to you.

Should I have said I was bad,
When all I tried to do was help?
Ending up in a pit of despair,
I tried to tell you,
But you wouldn't listen.
So when you later asked,
I didn't put that past,
And you though I wanted the bad.

Am I in the wrong,
To miss you like I do?
You may have hurt me,
But without you,
I wouldn't know what a friend is.