Chap 1 : i streets of never an shut down academic pressure , i walk road of mountain having lake good .I thinking as star , saying is gender , i am pansexual, bisexual and despite my friends know gender difficult but them understanding that me love girl and boys . Meanwhile the sadness lake through i want ask  who is lake through, tremendously and i look him clothes black , hair longer , hair blue  , he looks me  and say ,who are you , Why you the coming lake  , i don't know with you to touch water  ,here forests very  memory.I say that  fastidious  and another my friends, the body  and style resembles gothic
- i  don't understand , clothes which  immediately doesnt involve , Why i loving him , my heart of hotter .
- i want ask the name

-adorable laughing is jiken , I 500 years
-I shocking with your in sooner that of wait .
- someone living the child and after protect forest
- I see  , oh I hungry
- hungry???
-yes
- eating fruit or vegetables and water
-mix fruit and water can drink
Afternoon i leaving go home  if not my mother criticism a
-mother of questions how many the time the last week not free time helping the house
- mommy i have now my friends
-I can believe
- yes mommy believing