It has been a few weeks since my lovely entrance.I have learned how to sit like a "lady".I have learned to do a lot of stuff that I already knew how to do but,not lady like.I woke up and turned and walked to my dresser and grabbed a dress that I have to Admit into liking.I was wearing a robe around my night attire.I hear I knock onto my door.I walk over to the left and open it.I creak it open.It was Tavington.He looked so more classy than he normal would.I drag him in the door .I then say more of scream "we're did you go why haven't I seen you ?"He puts his hand on my mouth.He smelt like sweat.He then whispered"I have been forgiven and,I have to marry you."I blink in astonishment."I then push his hand down and say "I thought we were but,not anymore?"He then says "Your father just told me."I turn to the window and say "what are you gonna do you can't get married then just turn around and go to war?"He walks to me and said "would you still like to fight?"I look to him and said "are you serious?"He nods and said "tonight at sundown I'm going to come and see what you can still do."He then said "you need to be ready I have to go propose to you and,we have to spend the night at a ball by the way."I then say ""your not supposed to tell me that!"He doesn't respond to it he just turns and walks away.I don't how I felt joy in marring him but,then worry.I then noticed I felt fear.I walked to the dresser were I picked the dress then I creaked the door open and rung a bell that was on my wall to signal my maids.They rushed in they were all older woman .I closed the door behind them.I then said "I will be wearing this dress today and,make me look the best as possible in the dress.They now and then take me behind the curtain and,start tying the corset.I was lost in thought thinking about me getting married.Something triggered me out of my thought and it was one of the maids saying Tavington.How would they know about him.I heard them saying
We'll Willa what I heard was that he burnt a church with people in it looking for some man.Yeah I hear that!Beth did to.Do you know that Cornwallis great great great grandfather was a servant to one of Tavingtion's ancestors no one knows who though.Yeah me to Willa did you hear like we did that Tavington uses so many brutal tactics.Yeah Sarah I did.

As fast they came it wasn't that long till they were done with my dress.I allow them to leave not even dying anything about them talking about him that way.i look into a mirror seeing me in a huge dress.I put my hair in a bun and layer some powders on my face with a little bit of makeup.I put my shoes on and put a hat on.i had a little basket and put it on and slide it threw to my elbow and took a last glimpse of my self then opened the door and,walked out.I walked to the staircase and saw Tavington waiting with my father.I took a breath and,fixed my dress wear they couldn't see me.I then put my hand on the rail and walked down .They noticed me my father was smiling and nodding slightly.Tavington just smilied.I made it to the bottom and I laid my hand on his.I walked down the last step then put my hand on my dress.My father said "how about a little stroll on the grounds.I nod and say like I was told to "that sounds like a wonderful idea."I smilie then look to the outside world that I haven't been in so long.My heart raced in my chest.