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I saw people laughing from the corner of the streets
Holding a pack of cigarettes
I looked back and saw my father with his comrades
In their table was bottles of beer

I went home and saw my mother puffing on her cigarette
She didn't greeted me like before
Then I was running while the polluted air of the city entered my system
My parents was rushed in the nearest hospital because of fainting at their works

My father was checked by the doctors
While they're trying to revived my mother's heartbeat
It goes on and on for half an hour
As I sat there waiting for good news

My mother was declared dead on arrival
I went to the morgue and my eyes started to cry
Taking the image of my mother's very thin body, lying in a cold bed
While my father was declared to have a liver cancer

I stopped studying and started working at a nearest mall
As a saleslady to buy my father's need
But things went more complicated
When my father's health started to crumbled

He was declared stroked at the age of forty
I doubted God while seeing everyone smoking and drinking
Ruining their healthy body
Father died at the same day because he doesn't stopped his bad habits

Why do people loved the thrill of death?
I wanted to found out why does my mother and father
Spent their money over petty things
And then I found myself lying on the floor

Smoking, drinking and taking drugs into my system
Wasting my life, my money and my time
Having fun while my health's starting to falter
Laughing with people on the street while my body's getting weaker.

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Inspiration:
nowadays habits
Date:
September 13, 2019
Time:
9:43 AM