I hide behind my camera and my lens,
Around people, I sometimes tense.

I hate how my body shakes,
and how sometimes my soul breaks.

I don't like who I am,
I'm more than the girl with the cam.

I find myself on my blog,
when I'm on it, I get rid of the fog.

The fog of worry and fear,
and the suffocating atmosphere.

I just keep on writing,
it's my own way of fighting.

Whenever I write,
my mind is never quiet.

I think of many things,
my thoughts are like tight strings.

I just need to give myself a rest,
while I'm hoping for the best.

Maybe things could get better,
I wish I could let go of every fetter.

It feels like I'm only fine,
when I'm on my blog online.

This poem is inspired by the book Girl Online. It's written from Penny's P.O.V ❤️
I hope you like it❤️

Sara