Sometimes it feels,
Like I'm desperately
Trying to hold
Unto happiness.

I want to grab it,
Tightly, and never let it go;
Like I'm fighting with my life,
To have some of it.

There's yet another day,
When something feels off;
A memory, a flashback,
Perhaps a realisation.

And then everything
Plummet down and down,
And I try and clutch
The falling happiness.

Please not again.
Please not today.
I want to feel happy,
Just for once again.

~☆~✧~✧~☆~
Am I faking my sadness or my happiness?
Anna