11. Shattered soul!

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After seeing your shocked faces..i decided to postpone some twist... So keep calm :)

Warning : quiet emotional update..if you can't handle pain of Nandini..then don't read..

On the cliff :

Nandini reached the same cliff where that unfortunate accident took place..a place which took away everything from her..from them..

"Manik nahi hai.. He is no more.. Nandini accept it..woh nahi hai .." All the words of Cabir started ringing in her mind ..all those memories of this one year started flashing in front of her eyes..how after that accident she met Manik..and they keep meeting.. Everything started haunting her.. She was totally broken today.. Although she denied cabir's words but deep down even she knows the fact that Manik isn't there ..

But when you are in love...you actually loose your sanity..you don't think from mind..but actually start thinking from heart.. Love is a feeling which sometimes gives you world's happiness and sometimes it takes away even your own soul..

Tears welled up in her eyes..remembering his beautiful smile..his caring nature..his lovable attitude.. And most importantly he himself .. Her Manik..

Nandini : "tum ho Manik..mere dil janta hai..tum ho..mai nahi manti ..duniya kya kehti hai..kya sochti hai..mujhe koi matlab nahi..when my heart is saying..you are here with me..then you are ..bas..".. She said stubbornly ..when suddenly she felt a tap on her shoulder..

When she turned around..she found him ..standing there with a smile on his face..

" tum roti Hui achi nahi lagti ..".. He said in his love filled voice ..he wiped her tears..and she was looking at him intently..

"Tum ho na Manik..".. She suddenly asked and he smiled..he didn't answered to her..

" Manik please..please..say it..".. She literally pleaded with joining her hands..but he didn't said anything.. He took her hand and placed it above her heart..

"Now ask to yourself".. He said ..she closed her eyes..and recalled their happy days.. A smile crept on her lips..but when she opened her eyes..everything falls apart..

He wasn't there..the whole cliff was isolated..there was no trace of him..there was none..her Manik wasn't there..

" maaanniiiikkk" .. She shouted her lungs out and fell down on the ground..totally broken from inside..nothing can soothe her today..nothing can mend her today.. She is broken..shattered in thousands of pieces..her heart was bleeding ..she was crying her heart out..

(Background music)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SDysFoBnSM

Kuch pal to thehar jaao na
Ya phir laut ke aao na
Yoon kehte nahi alvida
Mud jaao idhar aao na

(She cried and cried ..he appeared in front of her..she tried to touch but he vanished..which made all her hopes die in one second..she cried recalling his face..)

Tumhe dhoondein meri aankhen
Tumhe khoje meri baahein

(She looked all around just to get a one glimpse of him but No! He didn't appeared.. "Manik please esa mat Karo..mai janti hu tum ho..please samne aa jao.." .. She said while crying looking all around..but he didn't came..)

Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin (x2)

(She cried while hugging herself only..her tears isn't stopping today.. "Manik".. Only one name she was chanting like her life depends on that one name ..and indeed this one name means life to her..)

Kitne the waade kiye
Ik pal mein tod diye
Jhootha nahi tu mujhko pata hai
Bas thoda rootha sa hai

(She recalled all his promises he made to her.. " I promise hum humesha sath rahenge.. You trust me right ".. His words started echoing in her ear drums.. " mat Karo mere sath yeh ".. She said and cried even more..)

Tu roothe main manaau
Par tum bin kahan jaaun

(" Nandini ".. She heard his voice..he was lying in her lap with a smile on his voice.. " I love you shona" .. He confessed and she smiled with tears In her eyes.. She tried to touch his face..but before that he vanished...leaving her all shattered..)

Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin (x2)

("Manik..".. She called him..and tears fell down her eyes..she face palmed herself and cried as hard as she can..her vulnerable state was witness by the goddess of love..who herself was crying ..)

Ye aasmaan aur zameen
Bin tere kuch bhi nahi
Saanson se mohlat
Zara maang lena
Yoon uthke jaate nahi

(She looked all around..she was all alone..but then he again appeared and his back touched her back..he leaned his head on her head..her one hand was on the floor..he held her hand..and both closed their eyes.. "Take me with you ..".. She pleaded.. " shh! Am here only " .. He answered and she cried badly.. "Mai mar jaungi. "... She said helplessly.. " main hoon na!"...he answered and a smile touched her lips..)

Ya phir tu mujhe le chal
Sang apne jidhar tu chala

(He stood up..but she held her hand..while sitting..he gave her a weak smile..she pleaded with her eyes to take her with him..but he deny to her..he bent down..and kissed on her forehead..she closed her eyes to feel him..)

Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin

Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaaye tum bin ...

(When she opened her eyes ..there wasn't him.. "Maaniiikkk".. She shouted again and started crying ..her scream echoed in the atmosphere..her hiccups ..her loud crying voice was echoing and spreading only grief in the whole atmosphere..)

Cabir..Navya ..Abhi..Mukti reached on the spot..while Nandini was crying very badly ..Cabir stepped out of the car and his eyes fell on his doll ..who was crying incoherently ..he died thousands of death in that one moment looking her like that..

NavTi were full of tears looking at such devastating situation of their best friend ..the ever so smiling Nandini.. She had cocooned a loads of pain inside herself..which is coming out today..in form of those tears..

Abhi was shocked to see her that state ..she was so full of life..but today she is badly broken..broken within herself..
Tears welled up in his eyes looking at her condition..

Cabir ran towards her ..and in one swift he hugged her tightly..it took a minute to realize Nandini that she is in the arms of her elder bro Cabir.. He cried while hugging her and she hugged him tightly and he hugged her more tightly..

" Manik ..Cabir..Manik..".. Only these mere two-three words came out her mouth and Cabir knows what she wants to say..but unfortunately he can't say yes to her..because accepting her theory will lead her to the darkest corner ..from where they will never be able to take her out..

Cabir : "woh chala gaya hai Nandini..Hume chorke ..please accept it ..".. He said very painfully ..tears eloped from his eyes..and she cried even more badly..

Whereas NavTi were crying very badly looking all this..Abhi consoled them..they both hugged him..and even he cried along with them..

Nandini : " maniikk..".. She cried while taking his name ..Cabir was really having tough time in consoling her..but he knows he can't loose today..because if he will loose today..they will loose Nandini forever..

He somehow consoled her and stood up..he side hugged her..and took her from that very unfortunate place..

That night only..they flew away back to Mumbai ..Nandini was all quiet throughout the journey ..she didn't talked with anyone ..

They reached MaNan land..and without saying anything to anyone ..she walked straight to her room..and locked it..

Cabir..NavTi.. Abhi were hurt to see her deteriorated condition..they wanted to help her..but nothing was in their hands..Nandini have to make herself believe some facts..

MaNan room :

She was sitting on the bed..with loads of pictures scattered all over the bed..all the pictures were of MaNan... She caressed the pics..a smile appeared on her lips when she recalled a moment with Manik..before that accident took place..when they were happy..and together..

(Flashback)

"College Jana jaruri hai kya?".. He asked very innocently while she was packing her stuff..and he was on the bed..shirtless..

" patidev..agar ap bhool Gaye toh mai apko yaad dila doon ki aaj maths ka third exam hai.. That too real analysis ..ek toh already am in tension upar se tum...".. She cribbed like a baby..and he smiled..

"But Maine kya kiya hai?".. He asked very innocently ..

" Han..as if tum sabse jyada innocent ho.."..she answered and placed the book in her back..

He smiled wickedly when she was finding something in her book shelf..

"Mera admit card kaha gaya?..".. She murmured to herself ..then she looked beneath the books but there was nothing..

" Manik..tumne mera admit card dekha?"..she asked while looking beneath the books..

He moved out of the bed and came towards her.. He stand very close to her..and leaned towards her with his hand locked behind his back..

"Admit card chahiye?".. He asked in his husky voice which instantly send a shiver down her spines..

" Manik tum..".. Before she could say anything..he moved his one hand under her top and touched her belly..she shivered with his one touch ..and he smirked..she closed her eyes in anticipation ...

"Manik college ...".. Her words died in her throat as he bent down and dropped a kiss on her shoulder..

" tum kuch keh rahi thi..".. He asked in his seductive tone while making Patterns on her belly which was causing havoc inside her ..

"Jaan..exam..".. She managed to say only these two words as his sweet tortures were making her crazy..

He moved his finger seductively on her bare arms..and she shuddered with his lovable touch.. He nibbled her earlobes..she moaned his name in passion..he moved her hairs and now her milky white soft back is visible to his hungry eyes..

He bent down and gave a wet kiss over there ..she had enough of his tortures..she pushed and stand facing him..she was breathing heavily..he smirked looking at the effect he has on her..her chubby red cheeks..her racing heartbeats were enough to tell him the story of his heart..

He came close to her..and she was driving crazy with his passionate gaze on her..he held her hand and locked it behind her back..and showed her a paper which was in his left hand..

Her eyes popped out as it was her admit card.. He smirked looking at her flushed face..he instantly pecked on her cute pout..she looked at him ..while he was continuously giving her famous smirk..

" you are such a monster Manik..".. She said while trying to free herself but he pinned her to the wall and came dangerously close to her lips..she can feel his warm breath on her face..

"I already know that..".. He remarked with a smirk on his famous..while she glare at him..

" Manik..its already 9.30 ..leave me otherwise I will miss the exam..".. She said to him in her babyish voice..he smiled and left her hand..she smiled..

He gave her admit card.. And she hugged him tightly ..

"I love you!".. She confessed in his ears and he Kissed on her head..

Then she bid bye to him..as he was on leave so he wasn't coming to the college today..he told her that he has some important work to finish so he is staying back..and she agreed..

After sometime.. Approx half hour..

Nandini entered inside the room like a storm..he was working in his laptop..she threw her bag on him which instantly drew his attention towards the angry bird..who was glaring at him..

" you ...".. She shouted and he ran for his life...

"Shona listen".. He tried to save himself but she threw pillow on her..

" har jagah apni Malhotra power dikhani hoti hai na tumhe..am not going to leave you..".. She said in anger and threw a vase on him but he catches it and gave her a big broad smile..but then she grabbed another vase..

"Nahi..shona..lag jaegi usse..one and only husband hoon tumhara..".. He said in dramatic tone but she threw it on him and he bent down on time..it broke down...

" tumne exam cancel karwa diya tha..still you didn't told me na..subah se irritate karhe the mujhe..chorungi nahi mai tumhe..".. She shouted and whole mansion turned into the war zone..every non living thing witnessed their tom and Jerry fight..

After being totally exhausted ..she crashed on the bed..and Manik too lye down beside her..she placed her head on his chest and he smilingly took her In his protective embrace..

"Tumne exam kyu cancel karwaya?".. She asked him innocently..

" because yesterday night I didn't let you study na..",. He said and she recalled their wild night ..she blushed..

"Wese padhne toh mai Abhi bhi nahi Dene wala..".. He chuckled and she beat her fist on his chest..

Then he clicked their picture in such a way that the whole messy room can be shown clearly ..

" yeh kyu click ki tumne?".. She asked in confusion..

"For our memory..ki kese Maine apni jaan bachai".. He answered and both laughed..their laughter echoed in the whole room..

(Flashback end)

Nandini : " kyu chale Gaye tum Manik..mai tut gayi hoon tumhare bina..".. She cried hugging the pillow ..and closed her eyes..

Screen freeze on her crying face..

OK! I know it was a very very emotional update ..but I hope you liked the flashback part.. People even separation is needed in between the couple as you all must have heard that "Distance makes heart grow fonder".. So this distance is also needed..

Keep loving..keep supporting.. Loads of love .. Kajal :)

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