Royal blue or Navy. Can't decide. Tired. I closed my eyes and rested my head on my desk.

I walked to the restroom and placed a damp paper towel on my forehead. I've been sweating like crazy. I can't seem to focus.

I stayed staring at the project in front of me for the rest of the day.

After work, I drove home, took a shower, changed, and drove out to the strip club. I thought that seeing Alice would help me.

To my surprise, as I entered the club, she wasn't there. I looked everywhere, the bar, on stage, in the crowd, and she wasn't anywhere to be found.

I had a drink. Or maybe I had two. Doesn't matter. Towards the end of the night I felt better, but there was something bugging me. I was like I had something to do and since i hadn't accomplished it, I was tormented by it.

I left the bill on the table and walked over to my car. My vision was a bit blurry so I sat in the car waiting to feel better. I was never going to feel better. There was that something I needed to do. I looked through the rearview mirror and saw a girl walking out of the back door and into the alley.

"You're not doing late shift?" I heard.

"No, I gotta go home. I've gotten quite a few cried for not being home by bedtime," a girl said.

"Okay. They'll be happy to see you."

"I hope so," she said walking further down the alley.

I grabbed my knife from the glove compartment and found myself leaving my car and walking towards her.

I looked around and after finding no one around I followed closely behind.

I followed her until we were far from anyone else.

Then I committed the deed.

She was beautiful although I hadn't watched her dance, I knew she was very talented. Her legs where gorgeously long, her hair silky brown. Her breasts were beautiful, natural and supple. I enjoyed her more than I enjoy any of them. It brought some kind of peace to me and I no longer felt the anxiety I felt this morning.

I walked back over to my car getting inside and quickly hiding the knife back in the glove compartment. I drive home and parked my car. As I walked up to the steps of my apartment I saw Alice standing in front of my door looking down at her phone. Suddenly my phone rang in my pocket.

She looked up and over at me, "Oh. Hi Jonathan."

"Hey, why are you here so late?" I asked.

"I just needed someone to talk to," she said sniffling.

"What's wrong? Everything okay?" I asked.

"No, nothing's okay. Stephanie's neighbors called. Rosie's in protective child services and Stephanie's in the hospital. Drug overdose," Brandy said falling forward. Her head rested on the crook of my neck as her arms wrapped around my torso.

I had no sympathy for her. She was being over dramatic. In my eyes this was just a reason for her to want to want pity. I rolled my eyes then I felt her tears on my neck. I guess she needed comforting.

I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back.

"Want to come inside?" I asked.

"Yes," she said.

I unlocked my door and walked in with her still holding on for dear life to my body. I'm not a goddamn teddy bear.

We sat on the couch and she looked up at me.

"Wait, are you okay?" She asked.

"Yeah..." I said, my face turning distorted from confusion.

"You have blood on your chin," she said.

"Oh yeah, I had a massive nosebleed, it got everywhere," I said.

"Aww Are you better now?" She asked.

Obviously, do you see blood coming out of my nose?

I simply nodded.

She smiled, "good."

"Did you go see if Rosie was okay?"

"Yeah, she's fine, they won't let me take her because I'm not her full sister, I'm only her half sister. They also need to run a shit of load of test so I just told them to forget it," she explained.

"I am sorry for your troubles," I said looking her in the eyes.

"Thanks," she said resting her head back on my chest. Her hand fell onto my stomach and she snuggled in closer.

What else do I do to make her feel better?

The coldness of her hand started sinking in through my shirt and I could almost feel her hand on my bare stomach. I placed my hand on her cheek and felt how cold she was.

"You're freezing, let me get you a blanket," I said standing up and walking to the closet. I grabbed a blanket for her and sat back down, throwing it over her body.

"Thank you so much," she said cuddling up next to me agian.

Within a couple of minutes she fell asleep.

                            *    *    *

I woke back up to the smell of bacon filling my nostrils. I sat up and looked over at the kitchen where Alice was making food.

"Good morning handsome," she said flipping an omelet over.

"Good morning," I said.

"I'm making breakfast, is there anything you'd like to eat?" She asked.

"Whatever you're making. It smells really good," I replied.

She smiled as she grabbed plated from my cupboards. I walked over to the kitchen and behind the kitchen counter I saw her only wearing a large one of my shirts. She reached back over to the top shelf to grab glasses making the shirt rise up. To my surprise she was wearing a black thong, revealing her perfect round ass to me.

I walked up behind her and reached for the cup handing it to her.

"Thank you," she whispered.

I moved her hair to the left side and placed a kiss on her neck. She turned around to face me, "I'm sorry about last night, I was probably annoying."

"No, it's fine," I said

"We should eat before the food gets cold, but we'll finish this later," she said winking at me before handing me my plate.

I took it and kissed her cheek before I sat down. She sat down in front of me and began to eat.

"How's work?" She asked.

"It's good," I replied.

"Good. Anything exciting happening?" She asked.

"I make ads. Nothing's ever exciting," I said.

"Right," she said.

"Sorry, I came off as rude," I said.

"It's fine," she said.

We continued eating but after a few minutes she asked, "I don't mean to be pestering you but you just seem a bit off. Are you okay?"

Recaps of my dream a week ago played in my head. How I was choking her and how I spelt the word 'whore' in her stomach. I just couldn't see myself with her the same way.

"Is this still about the club that noght?" She asked, "I know I came off as ungreatful, but I'd rather have to go through a little touching then see you all beat up."

I looked up at her, it's like she's reading my mind. I wonder what other things she knows that she's not telling me. It's like everytime I think about something she instantly knows what it is.

"I've just been in a pensive mood and I keep thinking about things," I said.

She placed her hand on top of mine, "Okay, I'm just checking up on you. If you need someone to talk to I'm here."

I leaned forward and met her halfway to place a kiss on her lips. After breakfast she pulled me into my bedroom where she sat me down on the edge of the bed then sucked me off until I came inside her mouth.

First, she slowly knelt down in front of me pulling my pants off along with my boxers until they were around my ankles. She gave me age strokes taking me inside her small hands then running her fingers up and down my shaft. Once I had turning rock hard I felt her place her moth on the head giving it a few sucks before talking me all the way inside.

I let an uneven breath out as I felt her inner cheeks close around me from how hard she was sucking. I threw my head back as she bobbed her mouth up and down my cock.

I reached for her hair pushing it out if the way and holding it back so she could focus on her sucking. She moved her head down, taking me all in until she gagged and pulled away.

She began sucking agian, her wet mouth taking me in as far as she could. Her teeth softly grazed my skin ever so often her lips closed perfectly around me.

A moan escaped my lips as I closed my eyes shut and threw my head back enjoying the immense pleasures brought on by her gorgeous mouth.

I felt close to my climax, my breaking point where my thighs would shake and I would let out a loud moan out, releasing my seed into her mouth.

Just a few more sucks as she ran her hand up and down my shaft as well. She sucked hard at the head and there I felt myself lose it. She went back down, deep throating me as I threw my head back and moaned out her name, climaxing inside her mouth. She kept sucking until every last drop was in her mouth. I watched her as she pulled away and swallowed comming up to plant a kiss on my lips.

I laid back, left in a bliss, my eyes closing before I heard the shower turn on. I pulled my boxers and pants up then in a few minutes she was out and walking around in only her black bra and her black lacey thong.

"You're going to be late for work," she warned me as she claimed on top of me, straddling me.

"Tell me how bad you want me to fuck you," I blurted out.

She giggled, "Oh I want you to fuck me real bad but unfortunately you have somewhere to be, and so do I."

She climbed off and I sat up disillusioned because I wouldn't be able to fuck her slutiness out. I watched as she finished getting dressed before I stood up and walked into the bathroom.

"I have to go, like now," she said, "I start work at 9:00AM."

"Okay," I said, "have a good day."

She gave me a kiss before moving down to my neck and slowly sucking as her hands ran through my hair. "You too."

And with that she turned away and left, leaving me sexually frustrated because a blowjob want enough.