Look your going to be hurting and I know that. That is okay. You have no reason not to be hurting. And when you see him silently looking over the book, staring at another girl, you are probably going to break. Your probably going to want to cry and yell at him. Be mad, be sad, be frustrated. Later when that passes and you are waiting by your phone, there will be a notification and you will rush to get it because you think it just might be him when in truth you know it's not. You are going to stay up all night waiting for a phone call that won't ever call, or a message telling you that he still loves you when he doesn't. The next day you pass in the halls and your eyes meet him, but he passes you like you were never there. You are going to see him with some girl, someone that he loves now and it's going to hurt you. Nights spent sobbing into a pillow, ignoring every call from outside your mum, will happen. You will see him holding hands with this girl, you will see him kiss her lightly on the cheek like he kissed you. You are going to think that he was the only one for you, but truth is that in a couple of weeks, it will not hurt as much. You can find someone who actually loves you, you can hold their hands and kiss them lightly on the cheeks. When he sees you, holding those hands of your new boyfriend he is going to remember why he chose her over you and how hard that was for him. He is going to go back to his girlfriend and just look at her and remember that she isn't you.