Sorry for being late, but I lost the paper where I had the chapter and I just found it

Lamest excuse ever lol, sorry 😅

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I took my phone and called Zayn, it took a while, but he answered, I could hear him and Sophie giggle "hey, why did you call me? I'm at the cafeteria, where-"

"I need help" I said letting the tears escape my eyes, why the hell was I crying? Oh right, Luke was unconscious in front of me, reminding me of Grace, once again

"I'm coming, where are you?" He said, I could tell that he was walking fast

"I'm at the door, next to the forest" I said, he found us and gasped

"What happened?" He asked holding me up

"I- I don't know, I-" I said, I couldn't breathe, I sat down and Zayn tried to comfort me

"Do you want me to get someone?" I looked at Luke and saw a few scars on his wrist, I shook my head panicking again "okay, I won't, but please calm down and tell me what happened" I calmed down and told him everything since that morning

I kept glancing at him, his head resting on my lap, he got warmer every second "isn't he too warm?" I asked Zayn, he took a step closer and touched his hand, I have to admit that I got a bit jealous, but I pushed the thought away because I needed him to be fine

"He is burning, we have to tell someone" he said

"No!" I spat "we can't" he looked at me with a sad and confused look, I had to tell him, it was supposed to be a secret, but he had to know "I'm not sure if I should tell you this, but you have to know, he kinda self harms"

"Kinda? What do you mean?"

"He's been clean for two weeks now, I think, I'm not sure if he cut again today" I felt a sharp pain on my chest, it was too hard to breathe "not again" I managed to say

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