Requested by: Imcomplete_Soul

✋💟Warning: Self harm ahead if your not comfortable with that stuff please don't read love you all stay safe✋💟

"Hey Google?" You were sitting on the couch with you both folding your warm scented fuzzy covers while watching an episode of your favorite show.

"Yes User (Y/N)" he said in a grim low voice you've grown used too. "Am I a bother?" You asked facing down towards the ground Google looked confused "what do you mean?" He asked turning his face up at your question as if it was an infectious disease. "Well I seem to only bother people with my problems I get help but I can't seem to shake off the feeling of emptiness, it's like I'm..missing something." You weren't sure how to word it but it seemed that Google was catching on "user (Y/N) some humans seem to have difficulty seeing that they and so does everyone else have flaws that they struggle with, and they call if you will have their own obstacles it's what seems to make humans unique and different." You cut him off "but I don't want to be different I want people to like me and not treat me like I'm dirt or a tool-" you stopped yourself as you looked towards Google showng a non-expression look on his face "I'm sorry" was all you said as stood up to walk upstairs into your room. Google didn't remove his eyes from you until you were out of sight "interesting."

"User (Y/N) I have completed my task of folding your blankets would you consider in giving we full access?" Google said with a grin he was at your door it was closed shut he then grasped the cold door knob

It was locked

"User (Y/N)?" He gave the knob another jiggle as it won't budge he then broke it by force.

"Oops"

"User (Y/N) why was the door locked?" He asked his voice was low as he stared at you. You were in a corner the room was dark the curtains covering the light of the sun as it was the only light source you used other than the lamp on your desk that was now plugged off.

You were staring at your wrists Google could tell something was wrong with you, tears were running down your face as blood trickled down from your wrists it caused Google to act without thinking. He scooped you up with ease you didn't fight you couldn't you didn't care anymore. He walked to the bathroom placing you on the counter as he grasped the first aid kit that was under the sink. He first cleaned the wounds then bandaged your wrists "I'm sorry" he said as he held your hands you looked up at him frustrated tears once again falling.

Why was he apologizing?

Why does he care?

I'm only dragging him down with me.

The thoughts only got louder and louder it was unbearable you quickly brought him into a hug let out sobs as you cried on his shirt damping it Google looked uncomfortable he didn't know  what to do. He slowly brought his hands down to your back rubbing you he was trying to comfort you it only made you cry harder why did he care for you?

Soon your sobs died down to hiccups he started to hush you continuing to rub your back. You let out a shaky sigh as you finally calmed down.

He then let go of you asking if you were alright you only nodded your eyes and face was red and puffy from crying you looked like a mess you were tired and hungry and a headache was starting to form you tried smoothing out your hair but decided to leave it as is. Google set you down from the counter and walked you downstairs to the kitchen he got you a glass of water then sat you down again.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?" He asked wanting to get straight to the point. "I-I deserve it." You said "for the way everyone's been dealing with my bull crap I don't deserve to feel this way." "I don't deserve you Google." "You deserve the world user (Y/N) you are  entitled to feel however you want to feel it's what makes you special." Google said grabbing your hand "it's just how you deal with those feelings inside." You only nodded smiling keeping those words close, you then grabbed him pulling him into a hug once again catching him off guard but then falling back into the motions of comforting you.

"Thank you."

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