Y/n POV
Another day in this world,the world I don't belong in
Better get on with my day
I walked into the bathroom trying to cover my black eye,It's from my brother,you probably know him Henry Bowers
He stopped bullying the 'Losers' club after our parents died,then he started doing more serious shit,such as robbery and murder,he murdered his father and my mother committed suicide short after
Now when something comes out wrong he uses me as his punching bag,yesterday it was worse than usually,I don't know why but it was....
I looked into the mirror and then down on my wrists,they were all cut up with thin but deep lines,I'm so weak....
Have you seen my body,I'm so ugly,fat weak,worthless....
*actually really skinny*
I heard the door slam closed which was my signal to leave to meet up with the rest Losers at the quarry
I made sure that my face was securely covered as well as my wrists and everything else
Let's go

At the quarry

Y/n:Hey guys
Ed:Hey babe
Y/n:Oh hello there handsome
Rich:I still don't get how he got a girlfriend before me....

You rolled your eyes at him and then started walking towards the rest

Bev:Who wants to go swimming,Y/n?

No,no,no

Y/n:Nope,I do NOT want to go for a swim,thank you very much Beverly

You crossed your arms infront of you and looked at the guys as they furrowed their eyebrows at you questionably

Stan:Why not?
Don't you love swimming?
Y/n:I don't feel like it okay now stop
Ed:As you want babe

That was close.....
Wait what...no!!!
I was lifted up and thrown into the water....
I got out of the water coughing as I heard gasps come from the guys,the cover up.....no,no,no!!!

I walked out of the water nervously rubbing my left arm with my right
And stood in front of the guys standing there nervously

Ed:What happened?

I shook my head and then he lifted up my chin making me look at him,his eyes filled with sadness and concern

Ed:What.happened.

He was now demanding
He grabbed onto my wrists making me wince a little which he noticed...
He looked back at the others and then back at me his eyes gaining redness

Ed:Roll up your sleeves

You shook your head reluctantly scared of him finding out or more likely proving his point

Ed:I said Roll up your sleeves. Now.

I shook my head again as now he rolled them up himself
Silent tears fell down my cheeks as I looked down in shame....

Ed:Why?

He was crying now, I made my brilliant and caring boyfriend cry....

Y/n:I'm sorry....

I could see his head lift up pulling me into a hug which I gladly accepted
By now tears were streaming down my face like a watefall

Ed:Its not your fault ok?
Just promise me that you will never do it again,never you hear me...

I nodded,not able to speak

Ed:I love you,don't ever forget that

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I'm legit crying,this got me emotional,like omg
This was like so f sad.....
But I liked it and also its longer than the rest so yea hope you appreciate that😐
Anyway,hope you enjoyed it
And......
Love you guys
Til next time😉