Author's Note: First, this has mature content. Second, I've never written this before, so I'm sorry if it's bad. There will be a summary at the bottom if you choose to skip it.

Clary

I open the door and see a worried Jace. "Love, what's wrong?" Jace asks concerned.

"Nothing," I try. Tears are still falling down my face. I don't know what to do? He obviously doesn't want to and now I just feel like a slut....

"I know you love, you can tell me anything," Jace coaxes.

"Ugh! I feel like such a slut!" I shout. "I didn't know you wouldn't want me. I thought after everything you'd be excited or something."

"Clary, I-" Jace begins.

"No, I got all dressed up. I went to Victoria's secret for goodness sake! I spent torturous hours shopping with Izzy for clothes to make you want me. And it didn't even work," I cry.

Jace takes me into his arms. "Shh, it's okay," Jace coos. "Baby, I promise it's not what you think."

"Jace, it's okay, I get it. I...I'm small and-" I begin.

Jace smashes his lips to mine, shutting me up. His hands grab my waist, and I wrap my legs around his waist. His tongue finds mine, and he let's out a moan. "Angel Clary, how can you not see what you do to me?" Jace breathlessly asks. His lips go to my neck as he carries me towards the bed. Jace gently lays me down and hovers over me. I bring my hands to his arms and slowly lift his shirt off. Jace moans when my hands go over his chest. His mouth attacks my neck and he looks into my eyes. "May I?" Jace asks. Jace flips us over, so I'm in top.

"Yes," I breathlessly reply. Jace unzips my dress, and pulls it off carefully over my head. It's cold without my dress on. I shiver.

"Are you cold?" Jace asks, his voice deep. It makes me so wet.. I can't find words, so I nod. Jace sits us up, and slips us under the covers. Between the sheets and Jace on top of me, my body is soon warm. Jace looks at me. "You're so beautiful." I blush. "I would've loved this either way, but the matching bra and underwear......," Jace starts kissing my neck again. His tongue finds my weak spot, just like earlier. My hands tug at his hair. I can feel his little baby monster. I decide to be bold and reach for his jeans. Jace stops and looks at me hungrily. "Are you ready baby? We don't have to-"

"Yes, I'm ready," I interrupt him. He goes to pull his pants off. "Let me." I blush but Jace nods. He flips us over, so I'm on top. I lower my body, so I can take his pants off. My hand reaches out to touch it through his boxers. Jace groans.

"Come on baby, it's okay. Do something," I plea. He flips us over. His hand goes to my underwear He gently lays his hand on there. He rests his a finger on my entrance.

"Is this okay baby?" Jace asks gently.

"Please Jace," I whimper. Jace brushes his lips against mine. His tongue goes into my mouth at the same time his finger goes into a different place. I moan and my hips thrust up. After a few pleasurable minutes, Jace takes his finger out and focuses on my chest. I try to cover them when I notice his gaze.

"Baby, you're beautiful," Jace moans. "Don't cover yourself please." I blush profusely, but I remove my hands. Jace's hands move under my body. I feel his fingers grasp the clasp. "May I?"

"Yes," I manage. Jace unclips my bra. His hands move and quickly remove it. Jace looks at me lovingly.

"You're so beautiful. I don't know what I ever did to deserve you," Jace whispers in my ear. His teeth tug in my earlobe. I want him. He travels down to my chest. "Do you want me to?" I know he's asking about my breasts. Jonathan was so harsh to me, but Jace isn't Jonathan.

"Yes, just be gentle please," I decide.

"I would never be rough with you," Jace explains. His fingers play with the ends on my breasts. I moan loudly and then blush. His careful hands caress my breasts, never applying too much pressure. My hands are on his back.

"Flip us?" I breathlessly ask. Jace carefully flips us. I pepper kisses on his neck and work my way down his chest. Jace is groaning and grunting. I go lower to his underwear line. "May I?" Jace groans and I take that as a yes. I slowly remove his underwear, so I'm the only one with anything on. I take a few seconds to really look at it. It's huge. I mean, bigger than when I saw him after he got out of the shower. "Jace, i....it's really big?"

Jace laughs. "That's all you baby," Jace responds.

"Will it hurt?" I ask nervously.

"No, I'll be gentle," Jace assures me. Part of me feels selfish for holding him back, but Jonathan made me bleed a lot......

"Just please don't make me bleed," I reply.

Jace looks at me and I can see now wasn't the right time to say that. Crap! "Bleed baby," Jace barely whispers.

"When Johnathan......h....he would make me bleed," I admit. I see tears in his eyes.

"Love, we're making love, I'm not brutally raping you. There will be no bleeding. Normal sex doesn't make the girl bleed. I can show you all of the love I want to without making you bleed. It's not making love or even sex for that matter if I hurt you," Jace explains. I nod and stand up to get the condoms. Jace watches me walk and I blush. I open the bag and grab the box, before hurrying back under the covers. I take a condom out and put it on Jace. "You should be on top the first time. That way you can control the pace." I nod and take my underwear off. Here it goes..... I straddle Jace. I start kissing his lips. Jace's hands stay by his side.

"Touch me," I almost plea. Jace's hands travel up and down my back. I wait until our tongues are dancing, before I slowly lower myself onto his not so little baby monster. It doesn't hurt at all, just feels full. I slowly make my way all the way down.

"I, uhhh, I'm going to flip us now, is that okay?" Jace asks.

"Yes," I manage. Jace flips us, keeping him inside me. Jace starts slowly thrusting into me. I squeeze his arms and moan. Jace picks up speed after I get used to him more.

"Is this too fast?" Jace asks concerned.

"No, I'll tell you if it's too fast or hard, please don't stop," I plea. Jace smiles with pride and keeps the pace. I decide to try to thrust back. Twenty minutes of this and eventually I let go. "Jace, uhhh, I'm coming."

"It's okay, let it out," Jace grunts. He slows his thrusting, but doesn't stop. I can feel Jace fill the condom as I release. Jace pulls out and throws the condom in the garbage. He pulls me into his arms and then we fall alseep.

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Summary: Jace and Clary make love. There's a bit of talking. Bascially just Jace asking for permission, Clary saying yes, and a little of side talk.

I do not own any of the Mortal Instruments books, materials, etc. All credit belongs to Cassandra Clare.

Author's Note:
I hope you all like it! Please leave comments, votes, and feedback. I'm going to update, when I do and it'll be random.

Originally posted: 6/27/18