2 years later ***********************
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Gauri pov
It has been two years since I have last seen omkara
I could clearly remember the last words when we spoke to each other
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Gauri pov
After my miscarriage he came to me meet in the hospital
Gauri : are you happy now?
Om: Gauri what are you saying?
We lost our child
Gauri : wasn't it your fault?
If you hadn't forced me that day
I wouldn't have gone into depression
And today I wouldn't have lost my child
It's all because of you
You are at fault
You are killed my child
Om: I'm sorry Gauri
I know my sorry is not enough
But I'm ready to take any punishment you give me
Gauri : leave me
Om: Gauri please I cannot live without you
Gauri : no Om
I don't have any strength to stay with you anymore
Leave me
Don't show me your face again
I want you totally removed from my life
And about our dead child
Please don't say this to anyone
I don't want to my life to be destroyed because of you
Om: if this is what you want
Then be it
We will not cross paths again Gauri I promise
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Gauri pov
I didn't seee him after that day
His parents say that he is living abroad
But I didn't care for it
My parents found a match for me
And I got engaged to Advaay
He was good at starting but he changed after I told him my truth
I told him how I had a miscarriage
I thought he will understand me
But he misunderstood me
He thought I was a s**t and used to harrass me every time
And this time when omkara returned
He changed he stated to protect me
Form Advaay
Seeing his changed behavior , I was a bit happy
But at the same time I was worried
To trust him again
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Rudra pov
Looking at devdas Shivaay and jagdalu Anika di was really giving me goosebumps
Anika di is never happy
Whatever Shivaay does only takes a different approach
I still couldn't understand why pankudi comes between them like always ?
It seemed a mystery to me
Shivaay: Anika for the last time
I'm asking you
Why did you throw wine at me
Anika: why are you talking to pankudi?
Shivaay: she is my friend
Anika
Anika: so ?
How dare you tell her about our secrets
Shivaay : what secrets ?
I just showed her the place where we used to hide when we were kids
How did that become a secret Anika
Anika : you know what?
It's impossible to even talk to you
Get lost
Shivaay: now what I have done
Anika: nothing
I just hate you
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Anika pov
I was very angry with shivaay
These two years were very painful for me
Mom and dad were busy with Gauri
As they wanted her to come out of sarrow
Which she is having because of her studies and marriage
And me no body cares about me
Even Shivaay forgot about me and is roaming around that pankudi
But why do I get so jealous when I see them togeather
Sometimes I just feel I need to end this pankudi s chapter
As I was getting remorseful
Pankudi visited our house
Anika: what are you here
Pankudi: Anika
I came to meet you
Anika: what do you want now?
Pankudi : I know
You are getting angry because Shivaay
Is spending time with me and is avoiding you
But the truth is Shivaay loves me
And he wants to spend time with me
And you as a friend must understand that
Anika pov
I was not paying that attention to this kaminis comversation
But when she said love , then I understood
What was I feeling
Pankudi : will you promise to share my feelings to Shivaay
You will tel him right
That you are ok with me
We can be friends even if I marry Shivaay
Anika: look pankudi
I really need to go now
But I promsie to you that I will tell Shivaay
To be friends with you
Pankudi : Anika you are listening wrong
I said you to be friends with shivaay
Anika: I know what I'm listening
Anika pov
Without a question
I just drove rapidly to oberoi mansion
I need to tell that bagad billa
That I love him
I'm jealous because he is mine
I love that cat eyed idiot
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Om pov
I saw Gauri crying again
Today she was removed from her college because of that guy
Om: Gauri?
Gauri : Om please take me some where far away
I don't want to face anyone
Om: ok
Gauri pov
I decided to end my ties with advaay
today after what he did
I don't want to face anyone
And seeing omkara stand up for me
Made me a bit happy
We went to some resort to forget my miseries
I tried to get drunk
I drank so much that I couldn't hold my self anymore
Om: Gauri you should stop drinking
Gauri : no
I won't stop today let me forget my pain
Om: Gauri I think you need to go home
Gauri : why ? So that my parents could ask when I'm marrying advaay!
I hate him omkara
I never loved him
Om : then don't marry him Gauri
Leave him
Gauri : you think it's that easy
If I do that my family will disown me
I will have no where to go and do you know how it's to loose family?
I can't loose anything omkara
Already I lost my child
Do you know whenever I see small children on the road playing
I always cry thinking about my miscarriage
What if my child was alive?
Why did my child leave me
Om pov
She cried holding on to me
I couldn't see her go through that much of pain and the reason was just me
Om: I'm sorry Gauri
Even I feel the same
Even I want our child back
Gauri: then why don't we get her back
Om pov
Before we knew what was coming
She just kissed me on the lips
I couldn't control it anymore as Gauri herself was giving in and the thought of our child
Made me reciprocate to her kiss
Within mins we dropped ourselves on the bed and I stared to kiss her hungrily
Gauri pov
I don't know what was happening
But I could feel the alcohol taking over me and I was being crushed  under his body, the messy kisses turned out to be aggressive
And before I could stop any further
Omkara already came into me and it hurted like hell
Om: bear with me Gauri
After this we will get our child back
Gauri pov
I believed him and let him continue his markings on me
After we were done
I snuggled up close to him forgetting all the bad past I had..
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Shivaay pov
I was thinking about a way to tell that Anika pagli
That fighting is not a solution
I want her in every step of my life
Not only as a friend but my life partner
But I didn't know how to say it
As she is always angry with me
With frustration I was about to break the glass when suddenly Anika came from back and hugged me
Anika : Bagad billa stop breaking things
I'm not mad at you anymore
Shivaay: why ?
This time are you going to kill me
Anika : no.. I ..
Shivaay : I know what you are going to say
That I mistreat you , don't talk to you well and ..
Anika pov
He was talking too much and not listening to me
So to stop him from talking to me
I just kissed him on the lips
Shivaay: what the hell Anika?
Anika: I love you billa
Shivaay: what?
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Gauri pov
The morning rays bought me back to a terrifying reality
I tried to wake up but I couldn't as I felt a lot of pain underneath
When I finally gathered my strength
And walked next to the mirror
I was shocked looking at my self
I crossed the line again
Before I could do something
I got a message from my parents asking me where I was  and a news telling that my marriage is going to happen in a months time I was broken ..
Gauri: what have I done?
Om : Gauri ..
Why did you get up?
You must be sore, you need rest
Gauri : are you happy now
You have officially made me your s**t
Om: Gauri please don't say that
Whatever happened yesterday
Was consensual
Gauri : don't try to touch me
We are over
Move
Om: Gauri please..
Gauri : stop it omkara
Stop it !!
I'm not falling into your trap
Get lost
Om: Gauri .. I ..
Gauri : get lost please
Leave me alone
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Authors pov
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