Human emotions are hard to handle and worst to forget

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Chapter-15

What is freedom?

If I tell you that it changes with everyone's perception then maybe you will find me wrong but I can sense in those hazel green eyes what was freedom for him! And what it was for me!

His standards can't be matched with mine. I could sense the power in his eyes and the aura around him has something strange in it.

I didn't try to talk with him in the past three days when we were doing our work. I was avoiding him because that is the only thing I could think about when I see him.

In the university, he was always busy with other girls surrounded by them and I often saw him with Sarah locking his lips with her.

I might have noticed some things about him but I never paid any attention to him the way he was running in the university with his Casanova image. In the past three days whenever we met, I was the first one who excused myself he had always been busy with everything here everything means to all girls.

You know what? That's the problem of these rich brats they think that they can influence anybody with their presence. However, in this case, I am an exception. I hate Sarah's guts not because she is bitchy to me. Well, that's her nature. What can anyone do about that? The fact is all the girls of this university wants to be like her.

She is their role model. Imagine she is a role model? I mean what she has done to be a role model? She has insulted kids like me who are not rich like her! She is trying very hard to create a divide  between two classes and last but not the least she tells everyone that Neel is her Best friend come lover which is pathetic when he is involved with many girls of the university.

I hope she gets some brain to think that she is not so smart to be a queen. When I reached to the Cafeteria I saw everything here was changed as I have landed into the Disney world. The whole place was decorated with every kind of expenses things as queen Elizabeth from Victorian era gave orders to make this place decorated for some kind of her.

No one was into front line everyone was in the back attached with the walls waiting for someone? I don't know and I don't even want to know! I have many things to do as I went to pick something up to eat.

"What is she doing? Move her away now!" Slowly- slowly everyone started chanting when it was about to become worse Tony came in, " come with me." He intertwined his fingers into mine.

I didn't want to hold his hand! I didn't want him to intertwined his fingers with mine! It is just too personal for me. But my mind was blank at that time so I simply followed him.
His figure was very big ahead of mine. It's like he was hovering me in his hoodie. All the students here were there as they were waiting for something to happen or waiting to get recognition. Their eyes were glinting with joy and I could hear laughter in their voice only I was the one who was left outside of it or maybe there were some people too who were like me left unsaid.

I tried to ask Tony what's the matter? Why is every one hooting is their any celebrity coming to our campus or everyone has completely lost their mind. But it was hard to hear someone in this crowd and in no time, I realized what it was about!
that moment when Sarah entered the Cafeteria everyone went insane. The moment she landed her foot on the floor was the moment of the adrenaline because at that moment I realised she is the one who has power!

Everybody started chanting in one go Happy birthday to her. Neel and Sam were both with her Neel had held her waistband so that she wouldn't feel alone in this crowd. And Sam Hudson was talking to her as he has never talked to her before!

Out of nowhere, A huge dark chocolate Cake was there for her. Of course, she was so happy that she almost forgot people were watching her when she tried to make fun of the decorations and told that It could have been much better if they let her know that they are planning something for her so she could have helped them with her servants they know everything about her!

I saw Neel's eyes when she made that remark too loud! His eyes were painful to read for a moment and in the next, he diverted all the attention to her dress. Sam Hudson's eyes met with mine and I smiled back at him. He was very generous to see how he had handled because like Neel he didn't divert his conversation he told her it would be better if her servants were here too to cut her cake.

She glared at him for a moment but then again she might have thought about all those students who were here watching her. And in the reassurance, she hugged both of them. Kissed Sam in his cheek and kissed Neel on his lips. That kissed don't go long! Thank God it was gross to watch them kissing!

I don't feel anything for both of them! They are not my friends and they both are rich so they should stick with each other but somehow, I notice the body language of Neel he was uncomfortable!

I must say he wanted to be anywhere except here with her! Maybe he was thinking about other girls whom he has kissed in his life?

In another half n hour, she cut down her cake with all her passion. However, she was clearly showing her determination while doing so. She was flaunting her shimmery slit dress. The dress was making her look like a goddess. the only Difference was- goddesses come from heaven but she was the one from hell.

as it was not enough to make her feel the queen. They started distributing free food and a piece of cake for everyone.

Let me tell you one thing straight! I am not at all interested in her and in any type of thing related to her! Whether it is a piece of cake or free food!

When Tony tried to give me a full package of food I simply neglected it! thank God he accepted it otherwise it would get hard to do this!

I will pick something else from the food van. So, I started walking to the exit door!

"Tony, how can someone like her neglect my order?"

"Maybe she doesn't want to eat! And look at the bigger picture everyone is enjoying here and praising you so just forget about her!"

"What does she even think of herself? How the hell is he? A bloody no one? She should have accepted it in the first place! Oh, wait for a second! She must be feeling ashamed to accept because she has never seen this quality of food before right?"

"Oh, Sarah why are you spoiling your mood for her? forget her!"

"Yes, why? sometimes, I want to help her she is such a poor girl!" Then she started laughing. Her laughter was slicing my heart. Every second felt like a thousand years for my year! my eyes started burning I wanted to say so many things to her! Wanted to shout her or wanted to punch at her or maybe kill her but I couldn't do anything! I was freeze! Freeze to see that if I did something wrong there would be high chances that I will get expelled but nothing wrong would happen with her! Of course, she is the rich brat and I am the poor one!
My eyes felt heavy I didn't realize when and how I started crying! I wanted to wipe away all the memories of her saying this! I wanted to run away from here so that no one could see me again But I also know I don't have a choice to make.
In life, you would not get the choices according to you they get thrown to you!

I ran to the hallway! To get some fresh air to get away from this black-hearted girl who might be rich from her status but poor from her heart!

Everyone was around me doing their work no one was noticing me. I wasn't crying anymore because my tears got dried in my eyes but I was sobbing when I felt someone was hugging me from the back!

I was not in the control of my emotions suddenly I started remembering all the things that have happened to me! I was missing my mama and papa

I didn't realise what was happening to me I felt Neel was looking at my eyes as he was trying to understand something! But why he was here I don't him to see me like this! I don't want him to see me this weak and fragile! Just I was about to get my self together in my consciousness I felt him so close and in next moment his lips were on mine!

He was pressing hard against me but I could not help and wonder him kissing Sarah ahead of me! And I'm kissing to all the girls in his life as he doesn't care about any type of feelings he is just obsessive with girls maybe he wants to show everyone that I am just another girl who would fall for his trap

But no! He is wrong! This time I am not letting my self down! This time I am not going to run away from my problems and in the next moment, I pushed him! He must have not realized that something like this can happen to him! Then he should be shocked to see what I was going to do now!

How dare he to touch me the way he touched all other girls!!!!
"Julia, what's wrong with you why did you push me?"
I will tell you why I pushed you, Mr Neel Malhotra!

I grabbed him from his collars and slapped him hard on his face!
Slapped him hard on his face that he will never forget that I am not his toy to play with!

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