Look at me until I forget to breathe

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Never in my life, I thought that I would wait for someone whom my instinct was telling not to.

To go with him anywhere I have to step out of my comfort zone.

It's already started getting dark in the evening. Giving me the chills of the storm that has not arrived yet.

Just mere the thought of doing something out of my reach has made me realize I have been living in a shell for so long. Maybe it would be promising to do this because that girl needs to learn a lesson and especially from me!

It's already past six in the evening and I am outside the university building waiting for him but he has not arrived yet.

Maybe I should call him?

Then what are you going to explain to him?

And don't tell me you will reach out to him just to say that you are wishing his existence already!

Of course, I won't do this not until I am alive. my pride is very significant for me, especially in his case!

"Missing me already?"

When did he arrive here? When I perked up from my cell phone he was already here in his motorbike.

Why didn't he arrive in his car?
Why does he appear in his monster-like motorbike?

First of all, I wasn't missing him! I will never miss him and even if I ever did I will never declare it to him because my vanity is more significant to me than anything.

"You were not being overlooked here, now can we go already, I am getting late. I have to arrive at the university on time!"

I tried to make some sense here so that he could comprehend what is my situation on this particular act of emotion.

"Why do you always have to bring this up? You are not going to get expelled for getting late! get that aspect in your mind at least not until you are with me!"

Yes, that's the real problem begin until I am with you. I know very well why I concern so much about everything! When I am not going to be concerned about myself then who will?  Have you ever thought about this Mr Malhotra? I am alone here I am the only person who should be bothered about myself!

I pouted while thinking about all these things!

"Now don't make this face and move your lazy ass here! If you don't want to get late!"

"Don't ever try to talk to me like that otherwise you will not like the consequences!" I glared at him with my deadly expression, they were that much deadly that he will get horrified by me.

'You know you are looking like a clown, now stop arguing and move your lazy ass here!"  

You know it's ridiculous to give him some sense! He is not afraid of anything he will do everything he wants to do! 

"Ughhhh come here already!"

Without taking my acknowledgement he grabbed me by his hand until I was face to face with him.

There was a mere length between us. My body was alarming me to create some distance between us.

"What are you doing?" I hesitated when he didn't let go of his hold.

"Shut up, will you?"

Even though I didn't want to shut my mouth and will never want to listen to him but I don't know what came over me, I became silent after his little outburst.

He glimpsed at me and placed those flocks of hair that were resting on my forehead behind my ear.

Then before I could interrupt once again he put a helmet on me.

"Now do as I say and sit behind me!"

Of course, you came on a motorbike I don't have any choice to be anywhere, in fact, I have to sit behind you so stop giving me orders Mr Malhotra!

I wished to announce this so badly but he shushed me once again.

"You can hold me for your safety!" Now his voice started diluting itself from different hurdles.

"No thanks! I can manage myself!"
But he doesn't know I am very proud to do that!

"Okay then don't tell anything if you die with me because as much as I am concerned about you; you will never want to die at least not with me, "

I know he must be smirking making all the faces, and his eyes must be twinkling from this remark but as hard it can get whatever he mumbled is right, still, I am not going to hold him!

He increased his speed, now the parameters have changed I am fighting against the wind. Each breath I took was telling me there is a storm behind me which is going to collapse on my heart.

And don't get me started with my heart, it's jumping in my chest like a baseball of the ground.

Suddenly, he increased his speed, as one wrong move of mine could kill my existence in this facade world.

"Watch out!" He said something but I barely heard him; I was messed up in my head.

A speed breaker came and his motorbike almost jumped at the ninety degrees angle.

I jumped and screamed in horror and in that horror I grabbed him. Encircled my hands around his waist rested my face on his back!

And on top of that, I heard him laughing, "so maybe you have changed your mind, you don't want to die right now and at least not  with me!"

"Whatever!" I mocked him back.
But at the same time, I  didn't let go of him.

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"Tell me again, why does your girlfriend live here in this isolated place?"

We have already arrived at the destination where Sarah lives. I don't know what is the plan but her house is not a house it's a mansion of white marble and it's the only house in this area. Around it is the only garden I can see.

"Who told you that she is my girlfriend?"

Now, why is he asking this question?
I have always seen them with each other!
They flirt, kiss and do God damn every kind of thing which exists on this planet earth to each other!

"Everyone says that!"  That's true and it would be good if he also accepts it!

"So do you think she is my girlfriend and I am still here with you planning something against her?"

Believe me, it is more stupid than it sounds.

"Okay leave her and tell me what's your plan?"

"How can you be so naive? Well for your kind information she is not my girlfriend!"

Now, his jaw was clenched as in any moment he would pick up a fight against me.

"Well, it's better then! She is such a bitch!"  I muttered to myself.

"You know, I heard you, " he is back with his goofy smile on his face.

I think he looks decent when he smiles not when he is ready to pick up a fight!

Now you are flattening on his smile!

We were inside the garden in the backyard of his mansion.

It's getting dark already, I will get late as always and no other soul has to face the consequences I will be the only one who will suffer.

I think it's a terrible idea so terrible! She did something and I will take revenge on it then it will never stop. This downgrading circle will never stop!

Oh my God, should I run away from here! I should have complained about her it doesn't matter if she gets a lesson or not!

"Why are you fidgeting that much? Are you afraid or nervous?"

His hazel-green eyes looking back at me with thousand of questions on them.

"I am going back to my hostel. I don't want revenge!" I uttered while rubbing my hands. It's getting very cold out here.

"No, you are not going anywhere just relax take a deep breath and think about that time you were in the locked door; don't you want her to have a sense in her devilish brain? If you didn't make a move now she will do something else again tomorrow then what will you do? You know you cannot always go to the authority crying like a ten-year-old child! You are a grown-up woman so stand up for yourself and at the end I just want you to trust me."

My heart was instructing me to listen to him and trust him and my brain was informing me to run away from him but my subconsciousness is with my heart. I don't know why but I want to trust him and listen to him. I have always been afraid of trusting others but maybe for this time I should trust me and as a matter of fact, I don't think he will ever break my trust at least on this when I am trying to get from my comfort zone.

"So what's the plan?"

"Now listen to me carefully we are not going to shoot her on her head. we are just striving to have some fun here okay? At this time she must be out somewhere; her house is empty as of now, what we do is go inside and attach a bucket full of paint and dirt to her room when she will enter her room, she will take a bath of it. I will put my camera somewhere in her room to make a record of it when she will go to clean herself she will get no water in her bathroom and I know she will get mad, will act like a crazy bitch as she is! So what we will do is record all this and torment her that if she ever tries to fuck with anyone's  mental peace, she will get the worse!!!!!"

I listened. And listened to him but what I couldn't understand is what I will be doing in this plan?

"So what do I have to do?"

"You just need to follow me, give me moral support and hold me whenever I need your support!"

Oh really? What a great strategic plan you have made.

"You deserve slow claps for this you know!"

"I deserve everything I know!"

And to my utter surprise, he was genuinely smiling back at me; looking at my eyes until I almost forget to breathe.

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