Sometimes, Silence is all you need to feel.

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Life is unpredictable and ragged, every time you try to find the significance in it; it can show you all the bubbles of colours and thorns in the next moment.
I know I have been feeling all poetic here because my life is such a mess.

A mess which destiny has created for me and I have inclined into it; plunging into its arms.

One wrong step and I will fall! Fall so hard that I cannot return to this messy world.

She is inside with paint all over her body, and the boy beside me is laughing because he is amused!

But I can sense everything.

She is cussing every kind of word which the English Dictionary had made and even invented some of her own.

I can hear her voice, it's chaotic. Maybe I shouldn't have done it!

"Now she is going to take a bath but there is no water in there!"
I heard Neel whispering over my ears.

I have not seen her face. But I can easily imagine her.

She started yelling again, cursing everyone in the universe.
She cursed her servants too and all this is recorded in a video.

I felt something in my heart.

This is a very bad idea!

"Why are you not amused?" He has raised his eyebrow, if he could see through my soul maybe he will realize I am not enjoying it as much as he is!

"Don't assume too much just go with the flow and trust me, "

Why do you have to whisper it?

Yeah, trusting is the easy thing but what comes after that? have you ever thought Neel? 
breaking the trust comes after it and then a billion pieces of resembling the trust whenever we try to make sense in our own life.

but maybe I should just trust you now because I don't have options for anything besides going with the flow with you.

"she is coming near the window!!!"

"What? are you mad? how are we going to comprehend that?"

"I need to grab the camera then we have to jump from here as simple as that otherwise, I might be forgiven but she will kill you for no reason!"

"What? are you even listening to whatever you are saying?"

"you know Neel?  you are an idiot! A bombarded bastard and a jerk too!"

"Love you too darling, now shut up!"

Before I could comprehend the situation and realize why I exist on this planet earth, he grabbed my hand and we are in the air already!"

"Oh my god, I am going to die!"

"Then consider yourself lucky because I am with you!"

Can he stop doing flirting at least in this situation where I can die!  And why does he always flirt? Can't we just have a normal little conversation? Why does he always have to be persistent in glorifying his wonders to every woman he glimpses? Why can he just be himself? And stop doing all the quirks which are fake and horrendous!

With the thud, we landed on the land, precisely to be told I was on top of him.

I hate this!

I fucking hate this!

In no time, he could glance into my eyes and then everything will fall apart.

Get up already!

I somehow collected my inner strength to stay away from under his impression.

Because as much as I did not want to intrude by his presence, he is constantly by anyhow doing things to make it worse.

For the almighty of God, I just need to focus to look at the sky that's it!

It would be great if we could be just two souls that's it! I don't want any strings beyond that.

"Watch out woman, we need to save the camera otherwise it will roll everything down!"

He was scolding at least he tried to but I was already there showing deadly glares to him so that he can stop.

"Before Sarah find anything about us we need to run!" He declared it like a war where we have to hold our head high and run, run into the neverending misery because she has got the powers to burn anything down while I've had none except my intelligence that could work on time.

Slowing, turning to our steps, we ran in the direction where was no end and then I heard a cautious sound of Sarah screaming as she is going to murder someone.

She will murder me if she found out, I was one of the reasons for her pleasant look.

"What are you waiting for? Just run fast if the servant catches us we will be dead!"

And for the very first time of eternity, I saw the horror in his eyes. Maybe he was afraid too as I am.
At that moment I could read his eyes and they were so lost with so many hurdles they had for the depth.

He extended his hand and gave me his pointed look to hold it so we ran from here to anywhere forgetting everything about this world.

I don't know it's a good idea or impression I mean how can I? What phenomenon is he wanted to hear? That I need his assistance? That I cannot do anything of my own?
You know what! I can do anything I want all alone, I don't need you to hold me whenever there is a danger out there because I can stand for myself!

"Ughh you assume too much, " he grabbed and intertwined our fingers then ran to the next world where his motorbike was parked.

I shouldn't have let him intertwine our fingers, it was a mistake.  Very big mistake. Because I know what is he trying to do and I am going to let him flatter me with it.

I silently sat at his motorbike, all the time looking at the colours of the sky that kept changing from the deadly grey to the pink rose.
It made me relax; it filled my heart with fathom because I was in all agony by just staring at it. Its depths have no ending just like my dreams.
And dreams are something we always live for; doesn't matter how many hurdles it takes us to build.

As I noticed the surroundings I saw we were nowhere near the university, I find myself near the sea.

Oh, the sea, I love the sea, I love everything about it.

It flatters my heart with the depth of emotions that I have been trying for so long.

And look at the sunset, the sun is hailing to another direction maybe it is too afraid of the dark sky which is about to come or the never-ending night that shimmers sometimes with the hope of stars.

Whenever I look at stars I feel as they were sparkling just for me.

Everything about this place has made me realize how much I love the sea and its depths as much as I love the sky.

"You know your eyes as deep as this ocean, "

I felt something terrible at my heart about this comment.

I didn't want him to look at my eyes and find what I feel or the emotions of my depths.

"Why are we here at this time? are we not going to my hostel?"

I avoided all the possible outcomes of his talking to me invading my thoughts.

"I need this! You know I want to be here for some time, you can go if you want but I am not leaving this place, it  is everything for me!"

He started walking and went to a bench to sit there.

I stood there,

Lost in all the directions then I looked at the waves of the sea and forgot everything.
I silently followed him where he was and sat at that bench making a respectful distance between us.

We saw the sunset together when the sun galloped itself to the sea.

Maybe the sun trusted too much to the sea don't you think so? Because the sun always knew the sea is not going anywhere it will always hold its shine and reflect it to the earth.

Waves had a calming voice too they were all flattering my heart to the never-ending hope.
Which only I could feel.

And look at the beautiful view, all they could make by helping each other so that we human race don't give up whenever we feel lost.

"This place gives me hope, " he spoke silently looking at the sea, his eyes were sparkling from the shine of the sun.

"Me too, "

All I could do is get approved with him because his thoughts finally met with mine.

And the wind started floating in the opposite direction again making the dark clouds heavy on the silent sky as it's going to rain again. Looks like it is going to rain outside and inside as well until then I need to focus on the dark clouds.

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