The heart has its desires.

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This world has seen thousands of wars where the warriors have drifted their blood, but some wars had gone overlooked, banished into the world of history where the warriors were not in the field fighting with their sword, some were like lilies, bleeding their heart every time the world had shifted apart.

No one notices the rhythm of the heart the way its bleed, perhaps it's very hard to fall into the real world.

Whatever I am feeling is out of this world, and I cannot express to anyone this maybe I am hallucinating about it or maybe not.

"You look cold, are you alright?"
Alisha was furiously asking me and I was not paying attention to her, I wanted to but I couldn't. my mind was running back to the guy who was just going to approach me if I didn't run from here.

"Where were you last night?"
Though everything went alright, still I wanted to know what happened after I left Sarah's house.

"I tried to insult her, so she was just going to throw me out that's when I decided to grab Tony's hand and left her place. I even tried to reach you but your cell phone was dead! I was so furious with her that I had almost slapped her on her face, but the witch she is, she was very mad you know? It was all written on her face, everyone noticed that if she had been a real witch she had burnt out her castle but we were not in fairy tales so she started letting out her anger to her servants!"

She seriously deserves a slap on her face, a tight one!

"However, I have never thought that Neel would support you like he did yesterday, maybe he cares for you," now, and she started giggling like a young teenager, who knows nothing but the affection of hearts.

"I don't believe so," I know from a very far distance he was glancing at me, and God helps gratify, stop him already!

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"I don't assume it's a good idea," I heard Tony whispering to Alisha, even though he was just whispering I could hear him from a respectable distance.

"Why not?"

"You don't understand the titles here so it would be better to control your friend!" And with that, he vanished into the crowd.

I know he was talking about me. But what I don't understand was what he wanted to control?

"What was he saying?"

"Never mind, he is acting like a jerk. I think he is frightened of Sarah for some reason!"

"Well, she is a deadly witch, she might have shown her fangs to him," she chuckled, not for a second but a whole minute.

When I declared, I have never wanted attention in my life I was very significant about it!

Conceivably, all I am getting today was curious stares and frequent glances. Whenever I went their eyes are following me everywhere.

And in the meantime, I lost my balance, was just about to fall on the floor but I didn't!

Someone's strong arms were holding me tight from the waist, I don't appreciate being touched without my authorization. And I tried hard to let go of his grab but I was not capable of it.

It was Sam's arms that were holding me powerfully.

"Are you alright Julia?"

J wanted to say, I am not but couldn't flinch about my heart.

"I am alright,"  he took a step back and let me go from his presence.

When I started to walk away he called my name furthermore.

"What do you have something to say?"
I was getting impatient already with too much attention and now in the hallway, everyone was glimpsing at me. As I am a terrorist in this foreign country!

"Be careful," he almost pleaded with his eyes.

"Why ?" I looked at his almond stormy eyes, his shrugged figure was telling me something else, his lower lip was bruised badly, looks like he still goes to where the guys do racing.

But, something is strange about his persona.

"Just don't forget where you belong to!"

Tears embodied in my eyes they wanted to flow out so badly but I couldn't cry here with all these people staring back at me.

How dare he say to me to not forget where I belong to!
Who the hell is he to confide me?
Is he God?
No! Then why? I thought he might be a good human but he proved me wrong!

"And what if I didn't? What if I break all the chains? Then what? Is this world going to dissolve in molecules? Tell me?"

"You are considering me wrong Julia, I was asserting you to be careful. Sarah is furious, she can cross any line you know!"

"So what? It's her problem if she crosses her line, not mine! I am not going to be her victim! I will smash hard on her face because if she crosses her line I will do whatever I believe is right for me. I am not going to be frightened of her! Anyways, who is she? Just another person which doesn't exist for me!"

I was breathing hard this time, at least I said whatever I could think of at this moment!

For a second, I saw his eyes go wide, glorious and sparkling then again they went blank. What is his problem?

"Okay, you do whatever you want! only be careful and tell me if you need any kind of assistance, I am here for you, you know," and out of nowhere he ruffled my hair in a most embarrassing moment, left me speechless and shocked at the same moment.

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Sometimes, life takes sudden changes so easily that you forget everything that had happened in past.

I was reading a book, sitting in the greenery of this university when out of nowhere, Neel came with his horrified and obnoxious tone.

I wanted to scold him, but I couldn't.

"What are you reading?" It was a simple question but I don't understand why I felt like a fish in the ocean.

"something about humans," I didn't glance at him, I was too busy reading the alphabets that were printed with black ink on the vintage paper.

"What about humans?"
Now he wants to know everything, I know he is not inquisitive in getting all the knowledge, he is just squandering my time as always and messing around.

"You are a human aren't you? Just study yourself without ruining your time then you will know it," I showed him a smirk.

"Woah, and here I was thinking I was a God of this world who has control over everything, thanks for bursting out my bubble and showing me the reality. I couldn't be more delighted for you!"

"Don't do sarcasm!"

"You started it," now, he snickered hard, which I have never seen until now. His full-fledged smile without any frown without thinking about past and future as he is living in this moment and has left all the worlds just to be in this moment.
And somehow, it made me smile also.
But I covered it up easily.

"Are you done reading your book?"
He is so strange, he went from a free soul to a serious one.
I could sense the dead seriousness in his tone.

"What do you want?" I asked him, though it's hard to do focus on reading still, I wanted to read.

"Let's go on a drive?"

He was hesitant to ask this question I could sense it in his expression.

But why does he want to go on a drive with me? Does he want to impress me with his car? In that case, I don't want to be near him.

"I am not going on a drive with anyone, "

He can go impress other girls if he wants to and let me focus on my reading.

Then he scratched his forehead for a time, of course, he wanted to show me his newly purchased car which everyone in the hallway was talking about.

"What about a walk?"

"Huh?"

What??? Is he serious???

"Let's go on a walk," and with that, he grabbed my hand out of nowhere didn't even give me a chance to explain something else.

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