"sorry, so sorry"

that's all she can manage to say to me

"don't feel bad, your stories are good! they just haven't found them yet!"

"views aren't everything, friendship is everything. and relationships with people you care about"

i know her words are genuine, but sometimes it feels like we're all hiding behind a mask of happiness to hide our negative emotions.

im proud of her, i really am.

but half of me wants her to just stop writing completely.

the same day she said all those sentences, she also suggested that she could advertise my stuff in her stuff.

i told her no.

if im going to get views, ill do it on my own.