why?

why am i here?

"it's the will of God." my brain responds

if God controls us, then why is being LGBTQ+ wrong?

if God controls our destinies, why do people think gayness is a sin?

what if me being bi is God's will?

what if God doesn't exist and we just believe in him because we don't want to be in death and darkness?

if being gay is a sin, then i guess im going to hell