Have you ever wondered what is it like to be frustrated from the ones who are supposed to be your best friends? Like I seriously have. I don't blame them. I've known them from years yet sometimes I feel sad.

Its like they have grown close and I'm not a part of it. And then suddenly they all start calling me and say they miss me. I forgive them but it's a whole new cycle again.

I don't want to leave them ever. Since they are a big part of my life I guess. But yes sometimes I do feel frustrated because I can't always share some parts of my lives with them.