Shaheer's POV
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Yesterday we went to a party.
A birthday party to be exact.
Honestly I almost thought that we will be bored to death but it not that bad.
Drinks and girls. Aahh...
I didn't know these type of parties can be interesting too.
It was fun until those three idiots met us.
I have no problem with pallavi as saurabh and she are cooking something together and for avni i don't care much about her. But sometimes she is so loud that is annoying.
But that Pooja , i don't know why she looks so innocent.
By innocent i mean too innocent to be true.
I mean how can someone be so oblivious to the outer world. She seems to come from a fairy tale which doesn't even exist.
These days where even a school going girl is also having boyfriend and she didn't even had one till now.
Her sisters wears Western dresses but she is still on kurta and suit even in college.
Plus the amount of taunt and bully she faces daily in which most are caused by me any girl could have started a world war.
Her character is so imaginary that it feels she doesn't belongs to this world.

And i strongly believe that she is just pretending. I don't know why but it irks me when some random boy proposes her saying her simplicity attracted him.

Simplicity my foot , no girl in these times can be so simple and innocent.
How cunning she is, trying to gain sympathy and making boys fall for her.
But i won't let that happen.

I have to do something , i have to remove this facade of her.

But what , how will I do this?
Wait , why am I thinking so much about her?
Why is she effecting me so much?
Oh god, i am going all crazy.
I don't think this much even before my exams.

Pooja Sharma, what are you doing to me?
This is not right.
You have to pay for it.
You can't just come out of no where and occupy my mind.

I was thinking all this when suddenly a sweet voice crashed into my ears.
Wait, ghunghroo (Anklets)?

Who the hell is creating havoc in the backyard of the college.

I went towards the area from where the sound was coming as i was already in the backyard.

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"Wa wa wa wa wait...
Wow , it means he tried to manipulate your image in the college and that's why you hate him now, correct?
Great thank God. I thought he is your ex or something" anurag went on with his blabbering when he pulled me back out of that flashback.
I was almost living that phase of my life recalling all that.
But what caught my attention was when he said "I THOUGHT HE IS YOUR EX OR SOMETHING " .
This sentence was continuously ringing in my ears.
Was he my ex?
I myself don't know who is he to me.
The last time I checked he was just my sister's brother-in-law for me but my ex?
All this is so confusing.
What relationship i had and what relation i have right now with him is still a Mistry for me .
But surely i cherish each and every part of this confusion.

"Hey are you there? Where are you lost ? Tell me please 🥺, he is not your ex , right?" I was bought back by anurag's pleading voice.
What to tell him when i know i am running from the truth.

"Why do you want to know if he is my ex or not? And did i said that i am going to tell his story?" I asked trying to pretend angry.

"You did" now he is trying to be innocent. Oh god why me? Why do have to send every crazy male in my life only.

" I did? Okay even if i did I don't wanna tell you now. You disturbed my flow and now I am not gonna reveal my past or anything related to that infront of you.
Okay bye" i honestly didn't wanted to tell anything to him or anyone. I don't know what got into me that i told him this much. Maybe my inner self wanted peace which is possible only if i let out my past feeling.
But still i am very clear that i will not repeat this mistake again and i will not tell anyone about anything related to my past or India.
I was about to leave when i felt a tug in my hand and looked down at the young man who is behaving like a kid.
Why are you like this anurag?

"Anurag please i am sleepy" i withdraw my hand from his and walked out to the room where i was supposed to sleep , i think Jennie will be there only.

I felt anurag burning holes at my back with his constant gaze at me.
"Anurag please don't try to dig out about my past. Please try to stay away from me as much as possible. We both know what intention your heart is having but at the end it will break into uncountable pieces. So, just stop from Where you have started all this."
I stopped in my track and said without turning back .

I went to the room and layed down on the bed i was so tired. I would have slept as soon as I contacted with the fluffy bed but sleep was far away from my eyes. All because of him.
That one person.
Anurag is trying to play with his own emotions, i had to warn him. Otherwise he will be in a situation where i am today. But still he is not ready to give up.

I don't know what to do. When i left my past back, why isn't it's leaving me?
No ,
I can't let this happen. I am finding myself so weak and vulnerable here and this is not right.
I have to stay strong. Nothing should effect me.
Not even him and his memories.

Tujhe pana naseeb me nahi, to chal aaj tujhe bhula ke dekhte hai,
Ishq ke dariya me ek or haath aazma ke dekhte hai,
Na jane kyu log banate hai prem kahaniyan,
Chal hum apni adhoori kahani bana ke dekhte hai .

Pooja ( krishnaa ❤️).

(You are not in my destiny, let me try to forget you,
Let's have another hand in the ocean love ,
Don't know why people make these love stories
Come , let's take our incomplete love story to sky and it's above.)

Pooja ( krishnaa ❤️)

(Hehe 😁👉👈 translation of the Sher)

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Hey everyone!
It's been a month since I updated so here is the update.
Do tell me how is it.

Love you all .

Love
Krishnaa ❤️.