The only thing I care about right now is where my soul is going. My flesh and it's tainted desires may lust on, but they will never recieve them.

My soul desires to know the spirt, my mind desires knowledge in christ.

I am working on having faith blindly, because caring about this world always brings on stress, a mess, depression and anxiety. When I give it all to God he gives peace like no other. Jesus christ the prince of peace blesses me daily. Peace that surpasses all understanding.

This world is filled with decievers, liars, users and the moment I said yes to christ he has uprooted all these dirty things from me. He is busy cleasning me from the inside out, changing me. I came to him tainted, a mess, bruised, crumbling and he just said, welcome back my child. He said he would fix me and he is. The process is straining, difficult and irritating but he gives me patience, he gives me strength threw his grace to endure.

When my faith feels like it's dwindling I pray for more. He over flows me. He loves me. He cares for me. And what's stopping me from doing the same.

Satan may try over and over and over to distact me, to pull me away but I will walk in the path of my father diligently, neither looking left nor right. They made my way crucked but he makes it straight. I walk in a valley of darkness clad in the Armour of christ, as Jesus is my light, my way, and my life. He is my identity, I am in him and he is in me.

Nothing and no one can compare, to Jesus christ my savior, God of mighty my father and the holy spirit my comforter.