Its the end of an era

Its the end of an era where every movie and book made you believe you were the main character and the whole world revovles around you. Where you meet the guy and fall in love, where you find the best of friends and make stupid memories. Where you stand up to the antagonist and win prom queen. Where you fix every piece of strife in your life. Where you finally find you niche.

Here i am at the end of this era. It looked nothing like this :'D.

What this era has taught me was master class procrastination, cramming homework and studying till my eyes get sleepy, which is just an hour.

What this era has taught me is nothing lasts forever. I don't know if i like that or not. I love that its the end of seeing certain faces and hearing the same old horse raddish, i love that after everythings ive been through i came out stronger but more human than ever. I love how when i look back on everything, that my life was never meant to be a movie.

It was meant to be a battle field, a struggle of my own just as it was a struggle for everyone else. A friend of mine likes to call it character development.

But this is where i leave my feelings for you highschool. Yes i wont ever forget it, i know i won't, because you traumatized the hell out of me. Yes i will miss some parts of you. Namely the drama tours, the laughs and memories i made willingly and unexpectedly.

I'll miss the structure of it all but also the freedom in it all. (I didn't mean to rhyme) I'll miss every tear i shed on nonsense and everything emotion i let loose when i was on one of my power trips.

Oh highschool. Middle finger heart emoji.
It was a love hate relationship, mostly hate on my part but everything that happened, all the accumulations of everything lead me to be me. I don't know if the girl who walked into gr8 would be proud but i am. Tariro over the years didnt reach everything or anyone in particular, but i sure made a difference in my own life. I sure made a difference in my feelings, i sure made my own difference for myself.