Jungkook pov:

Why is no one waking me up? Since no one did, I woke myself. Maybe y/n haven't arrived yet. To surprise her, I run to freshen up so that she'll be pleased that I made her work easy.
 

After a while, I came out hearing sounds of utensils being placed.
 

"Look, I got fresh up too y/n!"
 

I said it with an intent to surprise her, but I found a man instead. Setting the table, he twirls and bows to me.
 

"Your breakfast is ready, sir."
 

"Who are you? And where is y/n? did she catch fever too?"
 

I asked if maybe she caught a fever after kissing me. I told that stupid girl not to kiss me! What I'm going to do now
 

"I'm Kim Taehyung, your new personal servant; Y/N got fired yesterday."

making seconds of silence to comprehend what he said... y-y/n... got fired... but she loved this job! and she has no one out. No way! I somehow move my trembling lips to ask.
 

 
 
"w-what?? She gets what? who fired her?"
 

The servant swallows air, rubbing his one ear in nervousness, and replies:
 
 

 
 
"your mother fired her yesterday. I only know that she said something inappropriate to your soon-to-be fiancee that's why."
 

 
 
NO! NO! This can't be. Y/N did that for me! I can't live without her. You did wrong, mom, and now you see what I will do.
 

 
 
"Call mom here!"
 

 
"She's busy right now."
 
 

He answers with his bowed head. Okay, mom, you are busy? I'll make you come at any cost.

I stride closer to Taehyung, earning him a step back with his head down. He hit his butt on the table behind him, shifting my hand to the tray of breakfast I forcefully swept onto the floor. He flinched at the sound of breaking plates and still didn't utter a word.
 
 

 
 
I start to break everything that appears in sight of me. He shut his ears and didn't dare stop me in panic.
 
 

 
"I SAID GO!! AND TELL HER TO COME RIGHT NOW!!"
 
 

listening to my high-pitched yell, he ran out. I fell on my knees and became helpless with whimpers. Why y/n didn't tell me? Was I nobody to her? She could have woken me up, and I would have stopped my mom at any cost.
 
 
 

 
why? why?!!!! She left me like this? We were friends, weren't we? I miss her so much! Where are you, y/n? Just let me see you once; I won't let you disappear then.
 

 
please.... please!

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It's been 4 hours, and mom didn't come. I tried to go out, but those dickhead guards locked the door from outside. tossing on the bed, I did nothing but miss her.
 
 
 

 
Please have Namjoon Hyung come here so I can ask you to find her. Only you can help me. I roll to the other side of the bed and notice, with my blurry vision, a drawing on the lamp table.
 
 
 

 
It's a dog sketch. But I have never drawn this, and my drawing is not this bad. I aimlessly opened the drawer and found the book on which I had written her kissing conditions.
 
 

 
 
I start to read it all with tears and recall her annoying reactions to our every kiss. randomly turning pages, I found something written.
 
 
 
 

 
It's not my writing. Some words are blurred as if water dropped on them. I wipe away my tears and start to read.

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you must be shocked right? I'm sorry jungkook I thought to wake you up but didn't dare to face you.

I got fired from this job and perhaps we'll never meet.

but don't worry I already kissed you like 100 times... that's what you need always so I did it already!

I'm sorry that I couldn't finish my promise (blur) of taking you out again.

I'm out right now but without you. there is something I want to say which is worthless now but still...

I love you (blur)

I wanted to confess this from the start but I didn't have the courage. if you ever liked me even for a tiny bit.

so live your life by making your decision. I'm no one to advise you this but don't let others ruin your life which you letting to do since you were born.

and please don't take your precious life in water, I'll be dead if I heard something like that. Don't try to run from your room.

just don't do these two things for me. rather, fight for your freedom I'll love to see you someday.

take care we'll meet again
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I wish (blur)

your everything (blur)-
y/n~

__________________________
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(a/n: my high school project making ass wanted to add the straight lines 😭😭)

The book dropped from my hands. It's all my fault; I shouldn't have snoozed that time, but I'm done. I'm done with all this bullshit, and I'm going to do what she said and fight for my freedom.
 
 

 
 
Why has she never said that she loves me? I love her more than anyone!
 
 
 

 
 
I run to the shattered utensils and retrieve the sharpest part. I grip tightly till my palm bleeds. But I couldn't feel the pain.
 
 

 
 
"Someone help me, I'm bleeding!"
 
 

 
I scream because I know guards will come for me, and that happens too. As soon as they come to take the piece from my hand, I place it on my neck with a warning.
 
 
 

 
"If you put a single step near me, I'll kill myself... and you both will be my killer."
 

I said to frighten them, and I started walking backward to reach the door. Both try to come close; they can't help it because they love their work, of course.
 
 
 
 

 
I instantly lock them inside and climb down the stairs, standing in the middle of the mansion. All staff stares at me, gasping over me and my bleeding hand.
 
 
 

 
"MOM!! COME OUT!"
 
 

 
I yell loudly, thrashing the vases around me. I will shatter every single aspect until she shows herself. And she did; her watchdogs aimed to stop me, but till then I had many more sharp objects to kill myself.
 
 
 

 
"What is this manner, jungkook?"
 
 
 

"Why did you fire her?"
 
 

 
Looking at her makes me weak. The tears are still doing their job.
 
 

 
"Are you doing this for that maid? Look at yourself and what she did to you!"

"YOU DID THIS!! CALL HER BACK otherwise you'll lose your son today."
 
 
 

 
"son! Put that thing down! that girl made you insane."
 
 

 
 
"You expect me to be sane after living my whole life in your stupid prison? You made me insane; you did all this! I'm here standing and about to kill myself, ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!!."
 
 
 
 

 
"I did it for your good! I'm your mother, Jungkook! please put that down, I'm begging you."
 
 
 

 
 
"It was all for your profit! I let you do everything because you were my mom, and I loved you. but I was never your son. Just a doll who you will use in the future!"
 
 
 

 
 
"This is her statement, right? She taught you all this. I should have known this when she said that you'd show me my ugly self--
 
 
 

 
 
"I'll show you that too one day! I don't want your (my head ahhs) stupid business; let me go out of this prison and, (it's painful) let me fin...-
 
 
 

 
And that was it—suddenly my conceptions got blurry, and I blanked out, losing my consciousness.

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(a/n: I should leave y/n out of this story and start taekook 😭)

btw... jungkook blank out because he had just overcome fever and found this all!

our third Cameo taehyung as a servant 🥺