I know what I did.....

Dear Y/n,
It's been about week now. Since I found out you now sleep forever. It's almost scary how I knew what you would have wanted for your funeral. My brother and the rest hold my hands as well as hold me tightly. I'm thankful for that. Otherwise I'd just faint or collapse. Your body was prepared so well. It almost looked like you were sleeping. Well, in a different way. I didn't want to leave. This was the last time I could see your face. Sure I have plenty of pictures but, it just won't be the same. They even kept the nail polish I forced you to put on. Ha. I know you were just acting when you said you hated it. But why couldn't I see through the lie that ended your life.

'I'm fine'

I love you so much,
Yoonji