Everyone was asleep except for me. My love and brother in law are dead.
"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHY I'M TELLING YOU THIS!! U THINK IM A PSYCHOTIC BITCH!? FUCK YOU!! YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING CREEPER WHOSE INVADED MY MIND AND READ MY LETTERS! KISS ME OR KILL ME Y/N!! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE!! I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU!!! WHY COULDN'T YOU FUCKING SEE THAT!! WITH THE GUN THAT RESTS IN MY HANDS I SEAL MY FATE AS TO JOIN YOU!!!" I click the gun, eyes closed shut. Waiting for the death that would come after I pull the trigger. But there was no bang. Only a ghost of who I once was, taking the gun from my hand.

"Wake up sweetheart."

I shook my head and shut my eyes as I did so.

When I opened them I saw something......

Y/N?

I cry slightly, a tear falling down my cheek.

Y/N looks so beautiful. They look like an angel.

I shook my head and Y/N dissapeared.

In their place, was Seokjin.

"WHY WAS THAT GUN IN YOUR HANDS!?" He shouted.

Not in my face though.

He was out of my personal space bubble, but held an expression of shock and sadness.

"Really Yoonji? Why do this now when you're the only person who can stop this?" He cried.

Stop what?

I gave him a look of honest confusion.

"Remember? Y/N needs a kidney transplant and you matched? We're going to get you there tomorrow. Its going to happen the day after!" Jin gave me a look of: 'you idiot'.

Though Jin suddenly had a look of realization and somewhat relief. Looking at the gun I would use for my job.

Police work.

"You had a night terror didn't you?" He asked.

I suddenly remembered.

I nod.

Holy shit that felt so real...

Jin hugged me and said good night.