So um my mom and her boyfriend are fighting.... Again.... So um my mom is crying her boyfriend is stumbling around like a drunk there are loud noises so loud that when I was on a phone call they could hear it. I'm scared, I'm shaking i want to cry I want to leave this place I want to live with my dad. My anxiety levels just keep rising here and I don't want to go back to therapy. I put my chair and a box infront if my door and have scissors for self defense if he tries anything. I'm curled into a ball right now just listening to them fight