Ok let's talk about life first. To live a  life you have to be "happy" or date and get married have kids get a normal job and bam you're Kim Kardashian with her fake ass. To be normal and have a normal life they want you to be like to people on tv. Now onto society. Lets just say socety hate me. It hates the emos the secenes the gays bisexual the agender the ones with more meat on them the geeks the nerds the outcast the mistfits. Society hate everyone he dosent get plastic surgery to their body who aren't thin who don't obssed over how they look. It wants girls to be like Kim Kardashian. Maybe I don't want to Maybe I want to be a proxy even if they are related by blood but they formed their own kind of faimly even if it's dysfunctional I want to be a part of it I would feel more welcome there. Heck every day I live in fear that I'll never get married and I'll become a crazy cat lady or I will end up on the streets. I just can't live knowing that I probably will. Nobody wants a girl whose insane and delusional oblivouse mental has high levels of anxiety that Also ADD and ADHD combined and the the doctors are to stupid to realize that some kids are good at controling it at times. I'm just so fucking tired of society saying that a girl should be this and that Shit maybe one day all the fucking haters out there are gonna be so mad at themself because they made fun of me and I'm up there on staging raping No. 5 or I don't wanna die with Hollywood undead or stressed out or house of gold with twenty one pilots or singing sarcasm and My nightmare with get scared or a fourth of July and I don't care with fall out boy I just hate society so here's a middle finger to it and imma say this loud and proud fuck you society I don't give a fuck of how you think a girl should be like it's wrong just let us be ourselfs!