Hey guys let's have talk ok. Sit down grab a Dr. Pepper makes some popcorn and some french fries maybe a box of tissues because I don't know how long this will be or how emotional it'll get but I will be explain some things. So I haven't been updating because I've been thinking about things (also because I'm watching anime and can't think of anything) so I'm at the point of age were I'm not really a teenager but I'm not a kid still and that's when things are starting to go down hill unless you have a life plan. Now I want to be a musician and a part time youtuber but how far will that take me if it dosent go far. Then the song the ligjt behind your eyes by my chemical romance and it got,me thinking What have I don't in my life that was productive. And I'll admit something. I'm going fucking insane not that much but it will my thoughts my mind my secrets it just will I don't know why. I don't know where I'm going in life. I don't know how long it'll take me when I get to that age just to realize everything I have done is wrong!