So my family is kinda broke this year so my mom singed me and my brother up for a charity Christmas.... that really makes me feel like shit. Like I don't need other families buying something for me, especially if I'm used to getting my stuff in my own. I mean a family I don't know shouldn't have to buy my family Christmas, they should worry about their kids and family's Christmas. I guess you can say that I'm upset about this. I know I'm poor. I know the score already, I mean I'm leaving I'm a trashy trailer park in a bad neighborhood and half the time my mom can't afford me and my brother clothes. Whenever we have money we buy clothes and if we buy shit that isn't a need it's mostly comics and books because that's all we can afford. Like I can understand that for Christmas you only get me books and clothes. I'd be happy for that. I know money is tight. I just don't want to be signed up for a charity Christmas. I don't want nor do I need pity. I rather have ones hate. Leave the virtue of pity, but we live with the shame.