Dedicated to @Walker_Girl13

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Warnings: attempted rape, violence

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"Amaro, it's not that big of a deal. I've gone undercover before. I'll be fine!"
Nick rebutted, "But Shay...this is a very dangerous man. He could possibly kill you! There has to be another way."
"I'm afraid not. Liv asked me to do this and she would never ask me to unless she was completely confident I would not get hurt," I said.
I was suppose to go undercover and pose as a drunk girl lost in a park. That was the rapist's MO. It was so hard to track him down because it was so circumstantial. His victims did not have a certain age or race, but the only thing linking them was that they were all drunk in a park when they first met. He would usually lead them back to there house and obtain their address so he could later visit them. However, I was not going to let him back to my apartment. Instead I was going to flirt and then say no and see if he would attempt to rape me. This was suppose to be controlled and Amaro and Carisi were suppose to help me when I started screaming so that way I would not be hurt.
"I just don't know Shay..."
"Amaro...please...just go along with this..."
"Fine...but if anything happens to you...I will shoot."
   Nick had a habit of saying these kind of things to me. I had a feeling that he liked me,  and I definitely liked him, but I was just waiting for the right time. I had to be completely sure he cared about me as more than a partner.
Night was finally soon upon us and it was time to go out. I had on a tight and rather revealing club dress. It was blood red and barley went past my ass. A deep V-neck and a push up bra made me feel so exposed. I had to forget all my fears and act like I had no sense in me at all. The time was 2 a.m. Amaro and Carisi dropped me off a couple blocks away from the park. I stumbled and swayed back and forth as I crossed the street so I could be on the side of the park entrance. Once I was close I clung to the side of the fence for dramatic effect. Carisi was in my ear telling me that I was doing a good job. They were in a secluded spot where they could see me from a distance, but still be able to jump out and get to me in time when they needed to.
I spotted the serial rapist sitting on a bench. He has his hands folded in his lap and he stared at me. I staggered and trembled over to him. I even feel down to make sure not to tip him off that I was not actually drunk.
"Do you need help?" he asked.
"Hm? Are you a big strong man?" I smiled and winked.
He smiled, "Why yes I am. You don't look so good beautiful. It's too late into the night or rather...to early for a young lady like yourself to be out. I'll walk you home if you would like."
"You are really handsome but I'm f-*hic* fine."
"I want to help," he frowned.
"I said no." I threw one of my shoes at him.
"You little bitch. Come here!" he gripped my arm tightly and shoved me to the ground.
   I tried screaming for Nick and Carisi, but the killer put his hand over my mouth. He shoved some sort of cloth in my face and was trying to force it down my throat. I kicked and screamed as hard as I could. I felt a cold hand touch my thighs and try to pull down my panties.
   However, before he could do that I saw a shadowy figure tackle him to the ground. It was Nick. I saw him punching the man as he pinned him to the ground.
"You son of a bitch!" he yelled.
   I was able to pull the cloth out of my mouth. Carisi stood next to me and helped me up, then he went over to Nick and pried him off the serial rapist. Nick still lunged at the man, but I did not know why because it was obvious the man was unconscious. His body was not attempting to move, but you could still see a small movement in his chest.
"Are you okay?" Nick went over to me, "I told you that you shouldn't have done this. He almost raped you!"
"He didn't. You came in like you were suppose to. We have caught him," I said.
"That's not my point Shay! You could have seriously been hurt!"
"Nick, stop! Everything is fine!"
"But what if it wasn't? Huh? Then it would be all my fault. I care for you so much more than I care for myself, Shay. Okay? I cannot stand to even think of you being hurt."
"Nick..."
"Every time you go out to chase these guys and I am not there...I just go crazy worrying about you. I know you can handle yourself, but I just like you so much Shay."
"That's sweet and all Nick," said Carisi, "but we have a serial rapist and killer to take back to the station."
"Right," we both laughed.
"I think we should go out for dinner tomorrow Nick. Is that okay?"
Nick hugged me tightly, "That's more than okay."