Oh hi everyone apki Meerab wapis aa gai apni kahani phir sunane I hope aap sab bore honge .. anyways you all asked me who is haya so let me introduce her she is my and Murtasim's phupho's (bua's) daughter who lives with us since childhood after her parents passed away and she is the only kanta in my life as she tries to snatch away my love my murtasim with cheap tactics. Anyways let's start the story okay bye love Meerab ..

Author's pov ...

From the day Meerab and Murtasim realised their pure love for each other they confessed, reconciled . From that day she could definitely see the real Murtasim , her man who is more caring more loving , possessive , warmer, soft and even more patient towards me rather than watching him as khan Murtasim khan whom she used to hate to the core of her heart .

She feels that she is very grateful to find such a beautiful man in her life. Though she knows that she is not that good in expressing her emotions her love for him in terms of words but she definitely knows that she is good in show her love for him through actions .

She believes that he will always understand her love behind her actions . She thinks that she can convey her feelings that she is extremely in love with him with same passion and affection he carries for her .

She really sometimes feels overwhelmed when someone looks after her and going out of the box just for her just to make her feel home . Makes her feel comfortable and takes care of her all the needs and wants . There was a time when she was not really ready to accept such a big responsibilities she got but it was him who supported her in every step towards her goals.

Even when they got to know that they have been promoted to being parents she was scared , scared of such a big role and was practically fretting over it but he was really calm and composed as compared to her .

He made sure that she should not feel forced to take responsibility for which she is not ready . He was the one who supported her decision to take, he made sure that she doesn't take too much stress about it .

He made her understand that she is not alone in this he is there with her to take care of everything it's not her child it's their child so they will take care of their child together. He made her believe in him , in them that they can do this . He told her that it's their shared responsibility so she can't go alone in this . He even told her that he  they will divide their responsibilities for the baby to take care of .

As murtasim and Meerab were enveloped in their cocoon of love he saw his mother and so called sister haya from the periphery of his eyes are standing at the edge of the room waiting for them to finish or call them in . He slowly and carefully got up  from the swing making sure he doesn't hurt Meerab unintentionally and then called his mother .

" Ahh ... maa sahab aaye na " he greeted her politely with a smile tugging his lips with a blush adoring his cheeks.

As maa begum enters the room and comes near the balcony murtasim says again ..

" Amm .. maa main apke pass aa hi raha tha , actually I have some important work to complete will you be with Meerab for sometime as this work needs my attention " . Murtasim says with bit worry .

Maa begum nodes with genuine smile while her experienced eyes could study her son's expressive yet worried eyes these days which were always filled with concern for his pregnant wife . And maa begum began saying..

" sure beta you go I am there with her to take care of .. " she patted Murtasim's shoulder with assurance in her voice.

He responded with a genuine hearty smile and said " ji maa sahab i know you will be with her till I will be back from my work though I will try my best to come back soon from work " . She nodes again in understanding his worry .

Murtasim shifted his gaze towards Meerab who was still looking at him and says " take care of yourself and our princess okay .. I will be back soon meeru so don't make any tantrums, I know how fussy you become sometimes and if you want anything I am just a call away just call me I will come back immediately ."

Meerab nodes and gives him a reassuring smile watching that she will abide what he said he went out of the room taking his brown shawl around his shoulders while calling Bhaktu to ready his car ignoring the irritating noise named haya completely who was looking at him like she will eat him in dinner but cares about her .

After Murtasim existed their sanctuary , maa begum took the seat beside her on the swing where Murtasim was sitting before while haya took the seat opposite to her on the ottoman settee taking the cushion on her lap . Haya was dressed in magenta suit while maa begum had worn the black outfit with white intricate design on it making her look elegant.

Since the time they were sitting the silence was hanging heavy in the air until maa begum leaned a bit over her and cupping her cheek's delicately in her rough ones with a gentle smile playing in her lips constantly. With one hand she caressed her hair and other was still there on her cheek .

She began asking with her calculative eyes with warmth radiating from her every action, this is what she used to miss from the time she had been staying here . But now she is getting back what was hers always her love from her tai jaan urf maa begum though it's mingled with the arrival of the baby but she care less about this fact now .

" You seem to be really tired bacha , you should take good rest my dear.." she said softly with worried expressions on her face .

As we all know how haya is quick to react when the things are related to me .. she will react now watching maa begum taking care of me like her own daughter like she does every now and then for her own children and see she did 😒😏..

Haya eagerly chimed in saying "ohh .. !! you are right naa begum she looks tired even after doing nothing as she is pregnant and Murtasim doesn't let her work an ounce so , maa begum what I was thinking she should get a good foot and back massage which will help her reduce stress and worn her out of tiredness she is feeling ."

Hearing haya maa begum's eyes immediately sparkled like stars came to her glowing her eyes like a night sky . She immediately said " That sounds amazing haya ! So haya what I am saying is since you are an amazing in this giving a good foot and back massage , I feel you should go forward and give a soothing massage to Meerab . She will feel good as you said and I feel you will be perfect for this work as you are young and I remember that when I used to get tired with loads of work you would come and give me massage ."

For a split second I thought haya felt humiliated by maa begum's words and she was feeling disgusted to even think about it to give me a massage. But I saw her demeanour changing within seconds like a chameleon and gave her best fake smile to both of us , hiding the a facade of her intentions in a wane if helping me .

She quickly got up and moved closer to Meerab where her foot was kept on the swing bed stretched to her front over the pillow. Haya looked at her , kept her hands on her feet and began to give her massage. Meerab sensed trouble in it so she immediately tried to take them away but maa begum insisted her to let haya do the deed for her so she reluctantly agreed to let her do what she was doing .

After about half an hour later maa begum checked the time in her watch she said it's her namaz time she needs to go but before going she said she will be back with something to eat. Saying so she got up and went down towards her room exiting mine leaving behind haya and Meerab together in frame .

The moment maa begum left Meerab shifted her feet away from haya's grip . " haya darling you don't need to do this for me , I know you don't like me nor you respect me as your khanam so don't worry I have my people to do such things for me and you know , you should not do anything if you don't have a heart to put in " .. Meerab said with grim face .

Haya's face expressions turned from saccharine to melancholy . Her eyes were now darkening with threats as if devil itself transcended into her skin . She began saying which was enough to make my heart burn and blood boil in anger mixed with hate for her even more.

" do you really think Meerab that I will let you live this peaceful with murtasim and the child of yours ... never keep that in your mind that he is mine just mine . Anyhow I will get him for myself and don't be so happy once I get murtasim I will ask both maa begum and him to drop you off to your house in Karachi . If you didn't leave him na Meerab I will kill you and your baby both because you both are coming in between me and Murtasim. For me and my love for Murtasim can make me do anything means anything even if I had to kill you I will do . " she spat venom from her filthy mouth.

Her words made me feel sacred for my baby and my love for Murtasim. I felt my bile rising up till my throat as it was churning my insides making me feel dizzy 🥴.. but for the sake of my sanity and strength I didn't show her how weak my defences are laid in front of her . I will not let her aim fulfil at any cost not even at my expense.

" HAYAAAAA.... JUST LEAVE .. GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM HAYA ELSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL I DO TO YOU.. and one more thing don't play such dirty games with me , I am not scared of you , I won't let my baby get hurt by you and for Murtasim he was mine , he is mine and will always be mine qayamat tak .. yaad rakhna haya agar mera bacha ko ya murtasim ko kuch bhi hua I will make sure ki tum iss haveli main rehna layak bhi na raho and don't take it lightly mark my words haya main tumhari zindagi jahnum se bhi battar bana dungi agar kuch bhi galt karna ki koshish ki toh" . I said her with anger filled voice .

Haya was taking immense pleasure in giving Meerab pain , burning her heart with anger with that it was increasing blood pressure and tension jo di so alag . Haya knew that doctor had told everyone to not give her any type of stress which could increase her anxiety or blood pressure at any point as it can cause bad effects on both mother and the baby's health.

Haya who was watching Meerab growling smirked and says " with pleasure darling !!" As she got up and left the room with such excitement and confidence which indicated that she is up to something for which she is definitely not ready at all .

Haya coming downstairs looked here and there and once went to maa begum's room to see if she is still busy reciting namaz when she saw her busy she went to kitchen without creating any noise and took the bottle of oil came over to the stairs .

Upon reaching to the end of the stairs she once again looked around that noticed her or looking at her when found nothing she poured oil on the stairs carefully and hid it somewhere.

Then with the intention to call Meerab haya went back to her room in the mean time maa begum completed her namaz and now called feena and asked her to cut fruits and get fresh juice for Meerab and came out to sit in the hall waiting for both Murtasim to come home and feena to come for giving her the plate of food to her .

As maa begum was about to go to meerab's room when Anwar entered in the living room . Watching him coming towards her she sat back and told feena to give the plate to Meerab in her room . She nodes and leaves for meerab's room .

Here in meerab's room both meerab and haya were bickering when they heard some footsteps they stopped and before Meerab could say something haya hides herself somewhere in the room . Feena came and gave fruits and juice to her and left .

As soon as she went haya came and told her something which infuriated her so Meerab came out running in the hall to smack haya when her foot slipped out on the staircase as she didn't saw that there was oil on the floor.

Here in the hall both maa begum and Anwar were talking about the progress of the campaign they have started for the betterment of society and specifically for the women and children who are the future.

As both were so indulged in deep conversations so first they didn't saw what was going on the staircase . But then they heard a shrill voice they immediately got up and went towards there from where they heard the scream .

They saw Meerab was being pushed by haya at one point she acted to save her from falling by holding her hand and Meerab was hanging loosely on the stairs ,But left her hand again with a devilish look saying "good luck Meerab , see you in heaven !!"

While falling down from the stairs she screamed Murtasim's name and at the same time Murtasim entered into the hall and ran towards Meerab . He saw she was rolling down the stairs where oil was spilled already .

In the middle of the stairs Murtasim held Meerab in his arms. He rested her in his lap while she was crying for her baby in pain . When he scanned her face he that she had bumped her head and the blood was tickling down her forehead. And she was groaning in pain clutching her invisible bump make him come clean that she had definitely bumped her tummy too on the stairs while falling down .

Watching her in immense pain his eyes too got filled with tears 😭 .. and within minutes she closed her eyes which unsealed the dam of tears which were in his eyes.

Murtasim: me.. erabh... Meerab please , please open yours eyes .. please utho Meerab main tumhe kuch nhi hone dunga .. hum.. hum abhi hos..hospital chalte hai .. he was crying bitterly seeing her like this ..

He immediately looked up to see scared haya standing at the corner of the stairs.

" HOW DARE YOU PUSB MY MEERAB DOWN , agar meri beti aur biwi ko kuch bhi hua na toh main tumhe jaan se maar dunga aur main yeh bhi bhul jaunga ki tum ek aurat ho meri aur is ghar ki kuch lagti ho " .. he said dangerously seething in anger 😡 eyes red with tears and anger .

Haya gulped seeing him in seething anger but still tried to defend herself but couldn't speak a work in front of him as her tongue got tied . Watching all this murtasim glared at her saying " don't ... don't even try to lure me haya just get the hell out of my sight or else I will here only kill you with my bare hands.."

Due to which haya went running towards her room crying watching Murtasim loving Meerab now also .

As murtasim was looking at the stairs still in point blank when he found someone stirring in his arms ..

" Mur..tasimhh.. meh..raah.. bachaa " Meerab said in very difficult tone still struggling in pain

" meerab .. Meerab kuch nhi hoga humari princess ko msin kuch nahi hone dunga I promise, bharosa Rakho mujh per .." murtasim said with determination in his voice making her believe in the moment .

" mujha ., pu..raa bharosaaa hai tumper Murtasim.." Meerab replied back with tear stained face. And Murtasim nodes in positive .

" Murtasim baad main baatein kar Lena abhi chalo meerab ko uthao aur hospital chalo Jaldi maine doctor ko phone jar diya hai jaate hi assistance mil jayegi " ... maa begum comes running towards them .

" Haan murtasim beta yeh wakt kamzor banne ka nahi hai abhi humari meerab ko tumhari Zarurat hai agar tum hi tut jaoga toh meerab ko kaisa sambhaloga hmm , chalo uthso isse Maine bhaktu ko bol Diya hai gadi nikalna ko .." Anwar spoke with stable yet vulnerability evident in his voice .

" ji.. ji chacha sahab " .. and Murtasim picked Meerab up in his arms in bridal style.

With long strides Murtasim hurriedly left haveli , behind him maa begum and Anwar were coming .

As bhaktu opens the back door of his black Range Rover car , Murtasim laid Meerab on the back seat seating beside her keeping her head in his lap while maa begum sat in the right right of the back seat putting her legs on hers while Anwar sat in front asking bhaktu to drive faster .

Meerab was moaning in pain time to time making them feel restless and worried for her and baby's health .

"bas mera bacha bas .. , thoda sa aur sabr kar lo hum bas pahunchne hi wake hain ." Maa begum said softly while pressing her legs and tummy to soothe her pain.

" bhaktu kya kar rahe ho Jaldi Karo , Meerab please Himmat mat haro main hun tumhare sath tumhe aur baby ko kuch nhi hoga ".. murtasim barked at bhaktu panicking who was driving breaking all the traffic rules to reach fast to the hospital. While he softly asked Meerab to keep herself strong for sometime .

As he was stroking her head he started crying with her keeping his forehead on hers as he couldn't see his wife groaning in pain . His tears were cascading down his cheeks and were mingling with hers .

" Murtasim beta please sambhslo khud ko agar tum hi iss tarah tut jaoga toh meerab ko himmat kon dega beta usse tumhari Zarurt hai abhi ".. maa begum spoke with heavy heart as she herself couldn't see her children bearing so much pain but she had to .

" Haan murtasim bhabhi begum sahi bol Rahi hain tum Himmat mat haro sab theek ho jayega Meerab aur bacha dono ko kuch nhj hoga ".. Anwar chimed in immediately.

That time Murtasim thought something and closed his eyes tightly and then opened it taking all his energy and putting up his determination to protect his wife and baby .

Soon bhaktu said that they have reached hospital. Getting out of the car they bought meerab inside the hospital.

" Doctor... doctor " Murtasim screamed at the top of his pitch .

Hearing him few ward boys , a nurse and the lady doctor rushed towards him .

"My khan please don't scream this is hospital not your house where you can scold the way you want so for god's sake please maintain the decorum." The woman said in a strict yet calm tone.

Murtasim relaxed a bit exhaling his laboured breath . " sorry doctor please check my wife she is in deep pain , please do something ".. he practically begged for the mercy from the god heavens above .

" don't panic Mr khan place her on the stretcher , I will check her up in the room " saying so the doctor left to her room while behind her the ward boy was peddling the stretcher beside that murtasim was running holding meerab's hand giving her strength to tackle with the pain she was bearing .

Upon reaching towards the room he had to leave her hand . Here outside the room Murtasim was measuring the length of the lobby with Distress . Beside that mariyam , Anwar and maa begum were kept looking at him moving around left to right, right to left .

For him the time had been freeze because the ticking of the clock wasn't moving . It was only few minutes have been passed but for him it was like eons have passed by now .

" murtasim beta please thodi der baith jao ek jagah kab tak ghumte rahoga thak jaoga doctor aa jayega abhi tum tension mat lo humari Meerab bhut strong hai usse kuch nhi hoga .." maa begum asked Murtasim worried for his health.

Immediately mariyam chimed in " Haan bhai maa sahi bol rahi hai "

" kaisa mariyam kaisa shant rahun waha Meerab Takleef main hai aur tum bol Rahi ho shanti se ek jagah baith jau , I can't Mujhse nahi hoga " he cried out in plea rubbing his palms on his tear streaked face .

Anwar stood up and squeezed his shoulders in support. " thodi Himmat toh Rakhni hogi na murtasim esa bikharna se Meerab Jaldi theek nhi hogi , honsla bana ke rakho sab theek higa , allah per bharosa Rakho voh humari meerab ke sath kuch galat nhi hone denga jitna galt hona tha ho chuka ab sab acha hi hogs dekha ".. Anwar tried to give him his best support and console to his aching heart .

Despite everyone being upset and worried about the outcome of their daughter's health they still held that delicate threads of hope that their daughter will come through this storm even stronger than before she was born.

" hmm ... ji chacha saab aap sahi bol rahe ho esa mujha Himmat nhi harni chahiya .." Murtasim said sighing 😮‍💨.

All of them were praying 🤲 to god for the good will of humanity towards their Meerab and her child .

The time was ticking out and the doctor didn't came out of the room yet  , it was scaring him out of his wits now . By this time now even Anila and Wakas meerab's foster parents have came too all the way from Karachi to give support him and his family at his crucial time as they themselves were worried for meerab's health hearing that she fell from the stairs .

They all were pacing around one after the other to just have a word with the doctor about the welfare of the baby and the mother inside the room lying lifeless .

TO BE CONTINUED ....

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