Is what I'm doing any good
Or am I trying too hard

Pushing myself to be better
Only for my outcomes to be worse

What am I really trying to do
Making deadlines and cramming

Grinding out assignments
Constant back to back work
Then instantly getting distracted

Should I eat
Or should I keep studying
I should feed myself
But what about the deadline

Due dates scare me deeply
And the anxiety doesn't help at all
I already have a set goal in stone
But the finish line just gets farther and farther away