I've got two weeks off school, so updates may be coming more faster then usual. Sometimes update might be slow since I'm not a creative person and maybe not be able to type up a 1000 word chapter.

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Y/N - [ Your Name ]
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Dear diary,
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Today we went to the mall today, Travis went to how many stores and trust me, if my feet had actions of this town they would chop themselves off my legs. That's how painful my feet were when standing, but I was able to buy some stuff. Travis wouldn't let me buy those clothes that show off my skin... He tells me it looks desperate that I want attention and also want them boys to look at me.

But after we were at the food court GUESS WHO I SAW?! YES LAURENCE! He looked so concentrated would made him look hot and how you can see his body shape thought his shirt and jeans. Travis hit me on the head cause he caught me eyeing him, little did I know Laurence was walking towards us and sat next to face started getting warmer and warmer.

I hid my face with my hair and continued eating and drinking, and sunk myself in the seat. I heard someone sit up and walk away, then I felt fingers on my face, my whole body froze... I didn't know what to do I felt my face being lifted up and seeing deep into Laurence's blue eyes. Butterflies felt alive in my stomach, his stare is giving my stomach life, he lightly smiled... It must be so awkward for the people in public to see this.

We were so close, he thumb wiped of something near my lips and licked his finger. My face got hotter and looked down again, he twirled pieces of hair and got up and left, I pressed my hands to my face to cool my red face. Just then Travis came back and continued eating.

Wait... Did I mention what he said to me? No guess I didn't, I could literally hear his breath touching my ear, and whispered something I didn't understand like he was mumbling something I wish I could hear him again to understand.

As we got home I laid down on my bed with the bags near my bed, good thing I did all my homework so I was free for the rest of the time, Maybe me and Kim should meet up sometime so we can go on a shopping spree of something or watch a movie, that's what friends do.... Right?

But for the rest of the time I decided to listen to a song I used to be a fan of.

Call the doctor, call the doctor
Must be something wrong with me (oh-h)
He's a monster, why do I want ya
Please tell me, please tell me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
That boy, he's a motherfucking monster
But I love him, yeah I love him
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah

He's right, don't start (no no)
'Til you're his own, form of art and (oh oh)
He's doing his part
Cause he's winning my heart (my heart)

There were no sparks (no no)
Just a gasoline fire burning through the dark and (oh oh)
He's doing his part
Cause he's winning my heart (my heart)

Is he human, does it matter
I know he's what I'm after
I can reel him, from disaster
I know (I know)

Call the doctor, call the doctor
Must be something wrong with me (oh-h)
He's a monster, why do I want ya
Please tell me, please tell me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
That boy, he's a motherfucking monster
But I love him, yeah I love him
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah (ah)

Most people are scared (are scared)
When they look him in the eyes, all they see is fear (but)
Let me make this clear (this clear)
I want him near (him near)

Most people can't sleep (can't sleep)
Feeling he's out, on the streets (but)
He is my creep (my creep)
He is my creep (my creep)

Is he human, does it matter (ohhh)
I know he's what I'm after
I can reel him, from disaster (ohhh)
I know (I-I-I know)

Call the doctor, call the doctor
Must be something wrong with me (oh-h)
He's a monster, why do I want ya
Please tell me, please tell me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
That boy, he's a motherfucking monster
But I love him, yeah I love him
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah

He's sick, he's fresh
He doesn't really know how to dress (that's why I like it)
He's a beast, he's weird
He, he never looks in the mirror (and I like it)

Call the doctor, call the doctor
Must be something wrong with me (oh-h)
He's a monster, why do I want ya
Please tell me, please tell me
He's a monster (aye)
He's a monster (oh)
That boy, he's a motherfucking monster
But I love him, yeah I love him
Ooh ah, ooh ah ah

As I was about to fall into a slumber, TRAVIS DECIDED TO GO INTO MY ROOM PICK ME UP AND WANTED TO WATCH A SAD MOVIE... Well why not? I was a person that gets sadly pretty easily, having a cry might be cool to do for the night. Any sad video will get me in tears.

At the end on the movie we had tissues all around us and chocolate wrappers all over the floor. Tears streaming down our faces and hugged each other till dad came home and told us off for making a mess XD
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Signing out, Y/N

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@HeyItzBelinda
@savannahmock
@Melody-Wonder
@Kawaii_Turtles87

Author~chan out
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