This is finally the moment Honeyleaf broke.  After the death of 3/6 kits when giving birth in the forest alone whilst in search of her mate, she had never experienced such pain since her and Nightpaw's parents death.  The loss of her own kits opened eyes and realized that life isn't all rainbows and sunshine as she thought(she knew bad things happened but was always optimistic).  Now also possessed by Blizzardfall, Honeyleaf will never be the same again.  The kits that survived are buried slightly underneath her tail(so they're not visible in the drawing) and the deceased ones are the one's visible(they're probably not that small irl but I'm not the best at drawing kits).  This was a little hard to draw despite Honeyleaf only being a fiction character. I kinda did this while keeping in mind that my stepmother recently lost her child(my oldest stepsister) from Covid-19.  It kinda helped me release my emotions about the thought of losing your own kid because my stepmom has been suffering which hurts to see, so I can imagine how painful it is for Honeyleaf to lose 3 when she just became a mother.

(Used Ibis Paint x as usual to draw it)

(An edit using the app Picsart, made it seem more somber in my opinion)