THIS IS NOT HAPPENING . 

This was all that could escape my mouth . This was just too overwhelming . I could feel my breadth getting stuck in my throat . I was choking up . Before I knew it everything around me just starting fading , I could hear Alekh say something to me I could see Akriti trying to talk to me but it was just fading . Their voices very becoming more and more dense and there was a darkness entailing me . Everything was just going blur and then there was this darkness , in some senses this darkness was soothing , it was making me feel content . It was as if everything was going to right as should have been all along . 

When I opened my eyes there was bright light all round me and everything around me seemed white just like a dream of heaven . I saw a figure standing at a distance . I called out but there was no answer . I couldn't recognize the place , the last I could remember I was in the control room of KMA . This place did seem similar but I couldn't really place where I was exactly .I started walking towards the figure . 

 As I was walking A familiar feeling filled my heart . I got closer to the person and with each step i took towards him my heart picked up it's pace . I finally reached the person standing in front of me. My heart was beating it was going to jump out of my chest any second now , but this confused me . Why was I felling so ? I didn't know who was standing in front of me , It was too bright to make out my eyes were starting to hurt trying to take look at his face .

I guess he must have noticed it and he started walking towards me as well and stood between me and the light . I was to busy to notice where we were . I asked him " Do I know you , hum kahan hai exactly ? " 

All this while I was blabbing I felt his gaze set on me . This gaze sent chills down my spine . I looked up see who it was . I saw his intense eyes , I left me bewildered . It were those same intense eyes that I fell for , my breaths increasing with every passing second . I was drowning in those eyes , drowning in the love , the compassion , the all consuming passion . It was enchanting I some how had the courage to move my eyes from his . The sight i saw next was even more breath taking . It was him , standing there, in front of me , in flesh and blood . 

I guess i hadn't noticed that i was crying . He came up to me , brushed of the tears with his knuckles . He just kept on staring , without blinking his eyes even once . I was totally mesmerized to say anything . He opened his mouth and said what could have caused me to have a heart attack there and then. 

"Naina " just as simple as that . He just called out my name but at that moment it was everything . A simple name meant so much to me , my name never sounded so enchanting from anybody else mouth . I could hear him say my name for the rest of my life . 

I started to cry hysterically now . Not able to say even thing or think clearly for that matter I just went in and hugged him in bone crashing hug , burying my self in the warmth of his chest I hugged him as if there is no tomorrow . 

Rajveer : " Abhi to age bahut badi jaung hai naina abhi se haar gaein . Come on naina I didn't teach to lose you . Meri naina kabhi harti nahi hai to aaj yeh haarkoyn hai tumhre cehre par , aaj koyn tumhri ankhein jung se pehle hi apni haar maan chukin hai hai . "

Naina : " Mai thak gai hun raj . ab nahi hota aur mujhse ye sab . Mere andar ki naina to apke sath hi mar gai thi , aur aise jeena seekh gai thi mai . Phir aaj koyn mujhe aise umeed dikh rahi hai . Agr aap dono ko mere pass ana hi thi to mujhse door bheja hi koyn gaya that ? Koyun mujhe itna akele kr diya gaya tha ? Koyn mujhe apke aur bhaiya ke bagair jeene par majboor kiya gaya ?"

Rajveer : " Nahi naina aise himmat nahi har skti tum . Aur tum yeh koyun nahi sochti ki ky pata hum aaj tak tumhra hi intezar kr rahe the , tumhre pyaar ne hume aaj tak zinda rakha hai naina . aise himaat her jaogi to hume wapas apne pass kaise laogi . Cadet Naina Ah Singh don't lose hope . Believe in yourself because I believe you . "

Naina : " Raj Agr aap nahi mile to kaise jiyungi mai . "

Rajveer : " Main to yahin hun naina bas aise hi behoosh hoti rehna mai a jaunga pkka , haan bas  har baar aise rona nahi meri shirt beeg jati hai yaar ." 

Softly hitting him on his shoulder i said "Raaaaj ". Can you believe this man he is teasing me at this moment . 

Rajveer : " Ab jao Naina mai tumhra intezaar kar raha hun . Go and save me and be my knight and shinning armor . " He winked and I blushed but the next second he wasn't there anymore . I looked all around and started calling out his name . After a point i started screaming but all in vail . He had left me again . 

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"RAJVEER" I woke up screaming  . It was all a dream . I looked around and found myself in the infirmary . I was drenched in sweat . I looked up and found Shalini mam staring at me . I looked at her and she understood what I might have dreamed of . She looked a bit more worried than usual . I had questioning look at my face .

Shalini : " Peechle 10 ghante se tum sirf captain ke sapne dekh rahi thi naina ? " 

Naina : " 10 ghante !" I exclaimed . I had been out for almost 10 hours . I realized I had a mission be on . I had to find them . I had to find bhaiya and Rajveer . I couldn't believe I had wasted  all this time . I got up to leave but I couldn't even before keeping one foot on the ground I felt the world revolve Atleast I think I did . 

Shalini : " Pta tha , KI aise hi karogi is liye thodi sedatives di hai . Don't worry 2 ghante mein unka asar bhi utar jaega . Alekh hai Mission ki taiyaari kr raha hai . Akriti aur Rummy seniors ko breif kr rahen hai . Par tumhra yahan rehna zaroori hai naina . Tum abhi nahi ja skti ." Her tone more serious now . 

Naina : " Kya hua doc ? Itna zada pyaar acha nahi hota doc . Already 10 ghante se yahan hun aur ruki to log ky sochenge huh  ? " 

Shalini : " Shut up naina . Kitna dino tak aur chipa paogi tum yeh baat aur in sab se . They deserve to know Naina . " 

Naina : " I know doc . Bas right time a wait hai . lekin promise kariye aap abhi ye baat kissi ko nahi bateingi . Aur mission se pehle ke routine check up mein ye baat nahi dikhni chahiye doc ."

Shalini : " Mai to chipa laungi Naina . Lekin I hope you know the consequences of this Naina . Iss mission pe jane se tumhre haelth pe jo effect hoga woh tum janti ho . " 

Naina : " Janti hun doc . Don't worry . I 'll be fine . Sakht jaan hun . Itni asani se apkapeecha nahi chorungi . " 

Shalini : " theek hai agr tum keh rahi ho to I won't mention anything to anyone , but mai kuch meds likh ke dungi , and you will have to take every precaution possible . Do you get that ."

Naina : " Sure doc . " I assured her to take care but , I knew I wouldn't , I stoped caring a long time ago . 

Shalini : " Fine then rest for some time and then you can join the others . "

Naina : " Abhi nahi ja skti mai ? " I asked like a five year old and Doc stared at me as if she would eat me , I sat down back on the bed in silence like a child . She smiled and left . Left me wondering about the dream I had experienced . Was it that . Just a dream . I was still a bit worn down from everything and i had no idea when I fell a sleep . 

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2 hours later I was felling much better so I headed towards the control room . I did still feel a little weak but I didn't dare tell doc . I entered the control room to witness a chaos . Every one running around like crazy mad people . I couldn't help but smile . It warmed my heart to see them like this . I cleared my throat and nobody seemed to notice . I cleared my throat again . again no response . Finally looking at every body in disbelief I shouted " STOP IT GUYS " everyone noticed me now . 

Naina : " Yeh kya bachon ki tarah behave kr rahe ho sab log . Koi bhi tum log ko dekh ke yeh nahi bolega ki tum sab Indian Army ke officers ho . Get a grip guys . " 

Alekh : " Tu theek to hai . Hum sab ko dara diya tha tumne . "

Naina : " Haan mai theek hun bas exhaustion tha . Tujhe to pata hai na , koi pehli baar to aisa nahi hua hai . "

Alekh got what I meant . I had told him about the time I had fainted out due to exhaustion after the ' ulti duniya ' and how Rajveer had carried me to the infirmary . Well actually everybody knew about that part . 

Coming back from my train of thoughts I knew I needed to face what ever was to came . I went over to laptop and started reading that file again . All this while Akriti held my hand . I knew she was going through the same thing but my case was a bit more intense . The file detailed how Bhaiya and Rajveer sir might have survived and how Lala had kept them alive all this while torturing them to reveal the information he needed , but they didn't give in . It was also assumed that Lala still needed them , that's the only reason why they were kept alive . 

This gave me chills . The file also contained the possible location of Lala's hideout and the whereabouts of the prisoners . I knew he must have moved by now . After capturing Abhi and Gunny he wouldn't dare to stay at his last location . Before I could even ask Anybody to try and intercept more of the transmission to get an location on him I saw a hand holding a file . It was Rummy . He was really a very Amazing officer , best in some senses .

I looked at him . I had a location in my hand . It was a complex and the area was very heavily guarded . The blue print of building was also there and I started studying them . I had a plan in less than an hour and gathered everyone and told them the plan . The positions the entryand exit points our informer in the area and the time we had to get everyone out of there safe and sound . 

Col Nachiket : " don't you thing you should wait and observe the place and keep an eye on Lala . I mean you just got the information Captain . It would be too soon ." 

Naina : " I know sir but baki sab ne bhi wai tkiya tha but look what happened we can't wait sir . The only we do have is the element of surprise because Lala will not be expecting us so soon , let alone attack him like this . I think it's the best option we have sir . " 

Col : "ok then Go ahead . You have the clearance . " 

With that signature my fate was sealed . If I succeed then I will have my hole world back , my life , my love , my family , my happiness , everything . If I fail then I will lose everything for the third time and most probably the last time .. 

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