/ / /     4 years later      / / /

Author pov:

struggling with tons of luggage you finally made your way out of the airport. and the very second leaving everything on the ground you spread your arms while looking at the sky with a deep breath, you inhale the air of your country.

"missed you so muchhhhhhhh!!!" you said stomping your legs with happiness but suddenly someone came and took you in his arms.

as per your information, no one knows you are back so who could it be? The touch was new so you push the person away and saw a tall, fair guy with Black hair.

"Who the fuck are you?" you asked him with your shock utterance. Smirking proudly, he runs his finger through his hair confidently.

"you are standing with your open arms so I thought you need a hug and that's what I did!" he said and instantly felt that's not what you needed.

"Are you perhaps hoseok long lost brother?" you inquired over his caring behavior while picking your stuffs, he smiled with his raised eyebrows.... "no! but is that hoseok handsome as me?"

"seokjin??" his confidence made you ask that, and he shook his head with no.

"well I have to tell you, don't hug people out of nowhere it's creepy. and look's like you are on-boarding... so have a safe trip," you said walking another way with your luggage but his word made you stop.

"I'm ashamed of that too! and thanks for the wish... look's like you came after a long time, do start afresh." his flashy smile made you smile too.

"what's your name? I'm y/n."

"yeonjun! by the way, it's bad that I have to leave this beauty... but gotta go byee take care," he yells walking away and you wave him bye.

whoever he was, he did make your mood great. all the fear of how you'll face everyone is kind of low now. let's start afresh!

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y/n pov:

leaving the luggage to a hotel because mom and dad don't know that I'm here too, and the tracking chip is useless since I deactivate it years ago.

took me a long hour to decide where to start... seokjin? hoseok? maybe yoongi? and Jimin? no! I'll go with namjoon...

the last time I heard about him was after reaching London when dad was telling me to give a statement, so police can arrest him.

and I did the opposite.

but what I did with my face disturbed his mental state. the obsession he had over my beauty was destroyed in a second plus the blame was on him only.

and to add that, I knew his parents are worst than mine so, with all of that, I couldn't make myself give him any punishment.

I did what I wanted to do and I heard he's still blaming himself and having nightmares of that night so y/n!!! let's start with him.

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with an anonymous name, I somehow got time to meet him at mental asylum... I'm scared if he saw me and lose control. I went to the garden as they told me and waited for him.

the nervousness of seeing him after that day is eating me up. soon enough I saw a tall guy with very short hair and pale skin walking toward me with the help of a nurse.

he look so drained, what had they done to him? the nurse made him sit beside me on the bench and went away with a single to alert her if namjoon try to harm me.

for a few minutes I couldn't take the courage to speak, he didn't glance at me once and his head is lowed plucking his nails quietly.

"I - nam- how are you?"

"you were right!"

his sudden straight statement flinches me then he turns his head to me and sees my visible scar on jaw.

"wh-what right?" I asked but still, his eyes is on the scar. he halts his moving hand before he touches the scar and speaks.

"you were right that it was not loved, but a mere obsession over you... I crossed my limit after learning you and I have the same fucked up life."

with moist eyes, I hold his hands cause I can't even try to express how light my heart is right now. he continues...

"I'm sorry! and I know this word will never be enough to fade the pain I gave you, but I hope you at least try to forgive me because I will atone for this for the rest of my life."

feeling a hand stroking my cheeks I realize namjoon wiping my tears gently. "please try to forgive me because I won't be able to forgive myself."

"shh!!" I quieted him and took a deep breath to continue... "how are you?" with his dimple smile he scratch his hair and watched in the distance tree.

"I'm good you can say that the first year was too much worse but soon I start to adjust to the atmosphere and I feel like I'm getting better... they told me I can leave this place in a few months."

"Really?? I'm so happy for you, let's start afresh namjoon... where you and I are good friends." 

he shook his head.... "no y/n! I messed up too much, so I'll be leaving this country after getting free from here."

"did you talk to yoongi?"

he chuckles sadly holding his light tears "I have no courage, I'll meet him after becoming a better person but not for now."

I agree silently and stand leaning my hand to him... "so let's meet when you turn our better person, best of luck for that... I'll get going"

he stands and shook my hand with a smile and nods... "you still look beautiful" I pause then he chuckles... "but don't worry, I won't harm you ever. and thank you for sending me here not in prison."

I restart my smile... "everyone deserves 2nd chance."

"and so do you! go find taehyung and give yourself second chance."

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(a/n: what the fuck I'm writing?😭)