instead of hearing lectures, I found him hugging me tightly.

"YOU SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME Y/N!"

he shouts with temper and hugs me more tightly, here I'm close to choke with his grip.

"it's har-ard!"

"YOU ARE REALLY REALLY DUMB PERSON... HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO YOURSELF??"

"seo-eok-ji-

"DON'T EVEN TAKE MY NAME OUT
OF YOUR MOUTH!!"

I hit his shoulder badly to signal how he is nearly killing me, he glances at my whole red face and immediately leaves my neck... I breathed heavily and asked...

"Did I win?"

"THAT'S IMPORTANT??? YOU COULD HAVE LOST THE ABILITY TO RUN EVER AGAIN!! WHY THE FUCK YOU DIDN'T CARE TO TELL ANYONE??"

"Time was not rig-- wait!! what happened to shaily and my guards? are they okay?"

he sighs clenching his jaw in furious.

"they are gone!"

"where? they got the trip dad promised?"

"no! your dad offered them but all three turn him down and went back after giving you this bouquet."

seokjin said pointing towards the particular small boutique out of the bunch of many flowers. I sigh with relief knowing that they didn't take any shit from dad.

thousands of thoughts lingered on my mind but the very highlighted one is...

"WHERE IS TAEHYUNG?? IS HE OKAY? THE LAST THING IS REMEMBER IS HIM RUNNING TO ME."

"UGHH!!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!"

seokjin shouts throwing stuffs around me and I couldn't flinch more. his action-filled tears into my eyes... no use to ask him anything so I tried to stand but couldn't.

he picked me up and put me on the bed again with a defeated sigh and loose shoulders...

"he was running to you but before that, the crowd get filled and your guard took you here... BUT ATLEAST YOU WIN ALL GAME!!! RIGHT??!" he taunted with the last sentence.

I instantly search my phone to contact taehyung.

"where is my phone?"

he snake his hand into his pocket and took my phone out... ohh my god! did he see my and taehyung texts too? and how long does he have this phone?

"Yesterday was sports, right? I was not in a coma?"

"you've been here for 12 hours!"

I exhale and took my phone from him... as soon I open my DMS I see

9+messages from imgoodboy

but I didn't open the chat because of seokjin. so hiding my phone under the pillow then I look at seokjin.

"I don't love you seokjin and stop pretending that you don't know it... you know who I love."

I clear my feelings and didn't want to hurt him but what option do I have? he Clearly knows my feelings yet he's behaving like this to make things hard.

holding his tear back he replied... "did I ever ask you to love me? I just told you my feelings and I never expect you to accept it too!! you are the worst person and ungrateful person I ever met! goodbye"

before I move to stop him, he went out shutting the door aggressively... I just did what taehyung did to me a few weeks earlier. I just broke his heart like it was nothing... he was my best friend.

I wish I was dead rather than doing this... I lost him!

suddenly my phone vibrates from under the pillow. wiping my tears I see taehyung call so I answer it instantly.

"Hello? y/n?" his dark concerned tone made me cry more and he seem to notice that.

"y/n? why are you crying?"

"I-I lost se-oeok-ok-jin! I don't know w-hat to do. I bro-roke h-his hear-rt and he le-eft me wit-th goo-odbye! taehyung pl-lease talk to him!!!"

I shutter because of sobbing.

"y/n please calm down, I'll talk to him and he is not leaving you... please stop crying! hoseok is on his way okay? you just get better and I'll talk to seokjin for you."

I agree and requested him to do it now just then the door opens revealing mom, I immediately cut the call and hide it.

"Are you okay dear?" mom asked with her no-expression-stare.

I lay on the bed and correct my foot. she came and stroked my head with a small smile and looks at me.

"your dad is disappointed but not me... you did your best but you've done better and I hope you understand that."

I instantly nod flashing my fake sadness then she put a bag on the table beside my head and continues...

"It's your medals from yesterday... the doctor said you can rest at home too. so I'll arrange your stuff and will take you home with me."

"thank you so much, mom! I don't deserve you... I mean you guys deserve a better daughter than me."

I twist my true Statement and show my guilt over not living up to their expectations... I just want to die right now.

she went out without any response and I check the bag... this 1 bronze medal will make my few months hell! with a lot of struggle, I stand and lightly hop towards the window.

"Goodbye, you guys" with that I threw all the medals out of the window.

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(a/n: enough with stupid things🙄)