SOO AH POV

   4 Years Later

" What are you listening to?"  I poked my niece's cheeks to make her look at me as she was focused on her phone, listening to music by ear pods making me curious about it. I am busy with my study these days, so I don't have time to spend my time, do my hobbies and everything I liked but now, I am free. I will come to Seoul again and will start my career as a designer there- That's mean I can spend my time with my family and enjoy my day by shopping and hanging out with my friends before moving to Seoul.

" Aunty, do you want to listen to it?" My niece asked me happily and I nodded, wearing her earpod. I sat beside her, closing my eyes to get the vibes of the song. " I will play it now." She said to me and I hummed as a response to her.

She finally played the song.

I listen to the song happily and immediately froze when I recognized the singer of the song that I listened to.

I quickly took off the earpod and gave it to her nervously because my heart beats fast.

" Why, aunty? Is it a bad song to you?" She asked me curiously and I was still shocked when I heard his voice again. I shook my head and barely smile at her. " I know it. Enhypen will never disappoint their fans."

I smile at her and was about to go away to chill myself.

" Aunty, do you know them?"

She asked me causing me to stop on my way and looked at her. " I know them. They are legends."
She laughed at my response and suddenly showed me a picture of Enhypen.

" I like Yang Jungwon. Which Enhypen's members do you like?"

I looked on the ground, holding my tears from falling on my cheeks.

" I like Yan-"

" I like Kim Sunoo."

I replied to her and bid goodbye to her as I want to leave the situation that almost makes me burst into tears.

  " Take care, aunty. I will miss you." My nephew hugged me tightly making me smile. I bend my body to his height and kissed him on his cheeks before hugging him back.
" Don't overwork, Im Soo Ah. Please come again, we will miss you." My sister, I'm SuJi patted my back. " Take care of yourself in Seoul." Her husband said to me and I smile at
them, get into my car.

" Don't forget to find your soulmate. You are old now. Please get married." She said and laughed loudly, teasing me because I have been single for several years.

-

  After 5 hours of journey from Gyeongju to Seoul, I finally arrived in Seoul safely. Yes, I am tired of driving all day long but I still want to surprise Chaerin because it's been a long time we didn't meet or text with each other since I changed the number. I miss her so much and am excited to see her again, so I drove my car to Hana's Cafe. After arrived, I took a deep breath because I suddenly felt nervous to see a lot of customers in the cafe. What if I fail to surprise her? This can't be happening.

I stood outside the cafe, smiling widely while looking at her who was taking the customer's order happily. I waved my hand at her but she didn't see me since she was busy with her works.

" Im Soo Ah?"

A guy called me causing I immediately looked at him who was standing not far from me, holding his coffee while staring at me like he surprises to see me again.

I smile at him.

" Kim Sunoo."

" It's you?" He blinked his eyes and smiled before walking towards me. " Dummy," I said to him, holding my tears from dropping. He gently held my hand and suddenly dragged me away from the place.

-

" I miss you." He confessed to me. I smiled as I can feel the sincerity in his words- it made me feel emotional again because I didn't expect he will be the one who meets me first.

" I miss you too, friend," I replied to him.

" Really? friend?" He asked me.

" Kim Sun-"

He suddenly cut me off by hugging me while patting my back.

" I'm kidding." He laughed at the end of his words and hugged me tighter.

" So, are you going to stay here again?" He changed the topic. " Yes. I am staying here because of my work. So, I can often see you soon."

" Then, Did you tell about this to Hana? Jungwon?"

I shut my mouth when I heard his name again. It's not that I hate him, It just makes me uneasy when it comes to him. It's been 4 years but yeah, I don't think my feeling for him already faded away. Seeing him again will make my heart beats fast as it always screams for him. When I left, I am always thinking of him. Keep asking myself if he is okay and everything related to him. I thought leaving him will make my feeling for him slowly fade away but I guess, I am wrong. It made me miss him more. His beautiful pair of eyes, his downward-turned lips, and his dimple when he smiles- how can someone be perfect?

" I don't want to meet him yet. Don't tell him about this, okay?"

He nodded at me and patted my head like a puppy. " Let's meet again next time." He said making me confuse. " Are you going to leave?"
He nodded while pouting his lips, " I need to continue my practice."

" At this time?" I took a glance at my watch, showing it at almost 10 at midnight.
" I want to work harder to get married to you."

He laughed and bid me goodbye, leaving me in the hallways. I could not help but smile at his cute behavior, sometimes I felt like he is younger than me. He looked matured but his behavior, it quite childish as he always joking around me.

-

I drove my car somewhere else and end up arriving at the park. I know, I am going to hurt myself again for coming here but what should I do? my heart keeps telling me to go here although I don't have any reason to come here anymore. It's not that I am going to date with Jungwon like we used to do back then. I don't even think he will come here after I leave and I bet, he never thinks of me because he is happy with Hana now.

I walked around the park, enjoying the view alone. I smiled when I saw a couple walked in the same hallways with me. They locked their hand while taking a glance at each other several times making me laughed because it was really cute but I quickly stopped when the moment Jungwon held my hand, hugged me and kissed me on my cheeks crossed my mind causing my heart to beat fast again.

I looked up to the sky and smile,

" The moon is beautiful, isn't it?" I mumbled to myself and smile.

" My baby is really cute!" I suddenly back to my sense when I heard a voice near me. The voice was familiar to me, so I looked around the park while searching for the owner of the husky voice curiously.

-

I stopped on my way when I saw him, holding a baby while cutely talking to the baby. He pouted his lips, teasing the baby's face, and laughed at his action before placing a kiss on the baby's cheeks.

I stare at him, confused.

" My baby is really cute" He kissed the baby again.

My baby?

Is he married?

" Jungwon-ah, did you wipe your mouth after eating? My baby will smell stink because of you."

I froze.
It was Hana-

She took the baby from Jungwon and hugged her baby tightly. " Look, Appa is making you dirty."

Tears shed from my eyes.

So they are a married couple now-

Why did I cry? I should be happy for them.

I left them for their goodness sake. So I should be happy without feeling regret and hurt! This is what I want.

" Eomma didn't even wash her hair today." He laughed at the end of his words causing Hana to hit him hard. " What if she understands us?"

" Then what? It's true."

" Hey, Yang Jungwon." Hana scolded him angrily and ran to chase him when he started to run away from her.

I stare at his face, showing me his dimple when he laughed without knowing he was running in the same hallways as me.

He stopped.

He notices me.

" Im... Im Soo Ah?"

He locked his eyes on me as he was still surprised to see me.

"Is that really-" He paused.

" Is that you?"

I wiped off my tears and turned my body to the opposite, leaving him without replying to his questions.

" This is a bad idea."