Hey.. when did it all become mundane
You know, when did pleasure just became pain
The days are just passing by
I didn't wake up to say hi

I'm afraid
I'll never say goodbye
Is this what it took
To make a peaceful heart turn violent?

Not a teardrop on my face,
When I'm around others
Because I want to be strong for you
Still, I'm breaking apart inside

I'm so afraid..
I'll never really be safe
I want to hide myself away
Please, don't let me hurt you

I'm terrified
Of being alive
Of being close
It's hard to breath

Forgive me, forgive me
I don't think my fear was real enough
Even when I carried out strict intentions of prevention
All I want to do is stay inside now

I miss you, I miss you so much
You are and always will be my inspiration.