Dear God,

So, I'm debating whether or not I should tell Cody why I'm not an alcoholic anymore.

I want to, 

But no one else knows the story.

Not even you,

I think.

But then again, 

You know everything, right?

So should I tell Cody?

Is it the right thing?

Because I don't know him because of me.

I don't know him because of him.

I only know him because of Peyton.

And I'm only here to help him deal with her death.

Right?

Love,

Liz