Dear David,
I'm helping a friend learn to express his feelings more and not internalize them. I'm also helping him become more comfortable with who he is. He says that I'm really good at helping him express his feelings - which makes me really happy. I just feel so much regret that I was so self absorbed and lost in my own issues that I didn't try to help you the way that I'm helping him. I could've saved you.
I'm so sorry David.
N.