{26th september 2013}

dear jen,

i think i've finally realised that it's okay to have bad days - or, rather, accepted that i will always have bad days, because i figure the whole thing with liz is like a scar, in that it's always there but it only hurts sometimes. and i think i've also realised that bad days are important, because without them we wouldn't even know what good days are, we wouldn't understand it at all.

so even though i'm having a bad day, which might possibly turn into a bad week or a bad month, that's okay. i guess i'll just have to have myself a good day, a fucking amazing day, when i'm done with the bad one.