By Val

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Hello there! I've been reading the milestones and they are absolutely amazing! All of you are so brave to admit yourselves and coming out and it must have all been so hard.So I'm here to share my finding out story. Two years ago I was a normal girl having crushes on guys, you know?. Well I started having this crush on this guy, I thought he was cute and nice and a huge gentleman. We both knew we liked each other and with the help of our friends we got together.All was fine in the few weeks. Untill one day, I came to school like any other day. But when I saw him, expecting to have that same flutter.But it was goneI felt nothing I started panicking and thinking what do it do. I decided to break up with him a few days later and told him that it wasn't him.A few months later I later found myself looking at women like men, wich left me confused. I talked about it with my bff and she said "your bisexual, and that's fine" I denied her and said that I'll see if I really am.Turns out I was Demisexual and bisexual.I came out to her and a couple of close classmates and they all supported me. I felt like I was finally happy like I could finally be me.I was wrongI still didn't feel like myself, I find myself looking at men's clothing too, I really want to shop at the men's isle. But when I asked my dad, he looked at me and said "why? Your a girl" guess he didn't take the hint so I left it.I've cried a lot of times because my mother is partially homophobic and I am terrified of coming out now.That is untill wattpad, it made me feel better.Like I belongedFor the first time in my life.My names Val and I am a Demisexual and Bisexual