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A thunder crashes along with the loud angst voice of the wind and rain, then I woke up that I was scared, alone, lost and confused.. then my voice began to speak in my inner self.. "What the heck?? Where am I? How did I get here? And where is 'here' ?!"

Then I slowly walks to find a dry place to stay while my both arms were covering my face ..

Then I saw something...

"The Lighthouse! If I can make it there.. I will be safe.."

Then I walk going to the lighthouse then I saw in my both bluish gray eyes.. My eyes were widened in shock that I landed in...

"Holy Sh**!!" in exclaimed while my both arms are down then I saw a huge tornado were made in air and water.. Then I saw some random objects were twirling around that the tornado made. Then I saw a boat that can loaded with 12 persons that it has painted in white and it hasn't a sail.. That the boat crashing landed at the lighthouse then it fell in front of me...

"NO!!"

Ying

"What the heck? I was sitting in Mr. Lhan 's class. You're okay Ying, you're fine, everything's cool... Everything's okay. "

Then I looked at my pencil pouch.

'My grandma gave it to me after I graduated from high school. That she gave it with a new bag. '

Then I flipped out of my grayish blue cover journal that it was covered with random recycled stickers of vines, butterflies, owls and a does...

"If I show it to Mr . Lhan 's class... Those decorations were decorated by myself.. What if, they laughed at me.?"

Then I looked at the photo that I made, Mr. Lhan wanted to bring me to the photography contest that I don't have any confidence.

'What if they saw this photo.. They will laugh on my photo that I made?'

After I looked at the photo. I observed Bella Mai who throw a ball was curled up in a ball at Hanna/Yaya's head as she looks down.

Me and Hanna/Yaya treating ourselves like sisters. Since Chona Jing, My elder sister who died in a leukemia before I moved to Pulau Rintis. Chona has a beautiful long mahogany hair that it was covered her own forehead with side swept bangs (My Momma Lei got Chona's mahogany hair but I got momma Lei 's face, My Papa Chen got my deep noir hair and his face. He looked like me when he was young) got pale skin, baby doll face, slanted hazelnut eyes, pointy nose, brave eyebrows and pinkish lips.

Then I observed again that Tiffany's phone vibrates (someone calls), then I took a photo myself as I clicked the cam on then it began to flash.. Then Mr. Lhan saw me... Mr. Lhan's true name was Chance Gregory Lhan, he's a 26 year old Shanghai man who was a tall, light tanned skin, muscular body and very handsome.. He wears a pair of black rectangular framed specs and he has a beard.. He looks like a Hollywood Celebrity that he's so very hot... That night, I wrote about him on my journal that:

July 20th 2018

Mr. Lhan was a hot teacher.. He's my 'kawaii - senpai' that he's got the hotness and too much wisdom .. I want to marry him , because he's so very handsome and gentleman towards me.. He gave a gray umbrella because he saw me wet on a rainy night of June..

To Be Continued

A/N:
Sorry for not having updating this... 
Promise,  I will update some more :)